the secret of happiness is not in doing what one likes, but in liking what one has to do
Thursday, August 31, 2006
You think
I'd leave your side baby?
You know me better than that
You think
I'd leave down when your down on your knees?
I wouldn't do thatI'll do you right when your wrong
I-----I, ohhh, ohhh
If only you could see into me
Oh, when your cold
I'll be there to hold you tight to me
When your on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, your so much better than you know
When your lost, when your alone and you can't get back again
I will find you darling
I'll bring you home
If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyesand in no time you'll be fine
You think
I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think
I'd leave you down when your down on your kness
I wouldn't do thatI'll do you right when your wrong
I-----I, ohhhh, ohhh
If only you could see into me
Oh when your cold
I'll be there
To hold you tight to me
Oh when your alone
I'l be there by your side babyrepeat 1x
courtesy of www.geocities.com
i'd like to dedicate this old fav song of mine to my beautiful family *my strengths, my backbones, and my lovely supporters*, my bitches *fiona, dee, ate* we kick ass aite hehe , my loved ones *gattuso, canna, gorgeous emre, cahil, jose, fabulous aurelio, iker, baby villa, reyes, tomas, jensen ackles, and JASON STATHAAAMM ---) my newest love affair!!!!!* , and the only person i feel comfortable with...i love you with all my heart
i hope no matter what may come into my life..i'd still have God, and all the people who love me for who iam
my high school friend used to love this song until this song got stuck in her head and she started singing for me haha and yes i fell in love for this beautiful song too. who ever wrote this, is an amazing writer *huh??*
nb: PUMA!!!! where are you i miss you i hate this feeling but i hv to admit noone could make me laugh the way you could i love you
reyshafabrista *the loveable daughter, sister, and lover*
you were one of the so many reasons that made me feel much better about that incident and to see your condition rite now i hope Allah will give his blessings and forgive your sins
i wish i didn't know..i don't wanna know
reyshafabrista *the lil one* (----- crying
Monday, August 28, 2006
Kadang ku tak mengerti
Mengapa ku terus mengingatmu
Merindukanmu
Dan segala yang telah berlalu
Saat itu
Kita tertawa lepas
Menangisi kehidupan yang rumit
Saat ini
Kita telah jauh berubah
Aku menangis
Meski kesekian kali ku berteriak
Teriakkan namamu
Langit tetap diam
Dirimu tak kembali
Lagu itu kembali berputar
Terus menghantuiku
Airmata ini bagaikan samudra
Yang tak pernah mengering
Seribu alasan
Hanya kan buat segalanya semakin hancur
Seandainya kita tak saling menyakiti
Seandainya takdir berkata lain
Betapa ingin ku menghapus
Saat itu
Saat kita berpisah
Saat kita mengucapkan selamat tinggal
Tanpa menyadari
Penyesalan yang datang
Segala yang berlalu
Terus membuatku keliru
Mengapa kemarahan
Begitu kuat
Mengapa kebencian
Mengatasi
Persahabatan
Yang seharusnya takkan pernah berakhir
Diriku telah berjalan jauh
Dirimu dan kehidupanmu
Dirimu berkata
Diriku tak pernah menjadi bagian darimu
Dan disini diriku
Meratapi segala yang terjadi

Real Madrids 1st game finally over and ended in a bitter way. i think madridistas deserved a better play from the team coz they have patiently waited for the past 3yrs but none of it came at the right time. i feel their dissapointment as a 'normal' issue, therefore they have all the rights to complain or feel upset about it. but we do have to realize that Real Madrid havent had a proper Manager and tactic from previous managers. i totally disagree if someone attacks me as im not disrespect to Capellos predecessor coz i am proud of what they have done in the past. however, i have to admit changing both tactics and managers werent easy for them esp for regular players. look at other clubs who have attained success so far, i noticed they have no intention to leave their managers behind. for example, alex ferguson has been Man u manager for more than 20 yrs and still continuing; and no matter how many players he signs every year, those players have no difficulties to adapt. if (i said if) Real madrid should fail their 1st 5 games, Capello should not be sacked or warned against. because this team need proper training and by replacing one manager to another would endanger Real achievement in the future. maybe what we (madridistas) should do is to be patient and let Capello do his job. and whistling isnt helping everyone! lets face it...our team need time and im sure they will get up and ready for challenges. but for now we should stick by their side and dish out all rubbish from newspapers. whatever happen i wont leave my favorite clubs incl. Real madrid and no matter what people say....we can always achieve something, God willing
anyway....my sis and i have been enjoying cooking! well this is certainly the most awkward moment bcoz we used to hate anything that say 'cooking'. our mom did (still does) almost the whole thing but as we grew up we understand on how important it is to learn something that we all girls should know which is cooking. we tried some recipes and they worked! but we still need advice though wish mom were here and helped us out. i love making choc mousse and potato pie coz they are currently my fav 'menu'. last night my sis made brownies and the result was fantastic. im glad for her coz she used to be so 'untidy' on making any dish, but hey..how time flies and now shes good. i cant wait to go to supermarket and grab ingredients we need to have another try on other recipes.......good luck to us
reyshafabriSta
Sunday, August 27, 2006

okay, now its decided. Man C won last night game but this is certainly not the end of the world. Arsenal still can move on and continue rebuilding their strength as what they did last season. Last season they lost the great captain Patrick Vieira and we can expect Arsenal lose their best leftback and winger to another clubs. despite my grudge against Wenger i can safely assured that he is the best manager, at this moment, to coach Arsenal. however, i still desperate to see some new and experienced players to arrive in London. transfer market closes by the end of this month and it seems Wenger insists they dont need any new players...WHAT??? is he blind? (pardon my languange). come on admit it Sir, ARSENAL do need players who are capable lead the team. no disrespect to Henry, hes done great job last season, but hes not a santa claus (i disbelief his existance but i wrote as an example) who can grant wishes and makes everything possible. plus, can someone knock wenger out off his seat.... its not ok to lose ashley cole and jose reyes to another clubs! look what happened when they lost vieira and almost dropped to 5th place! it was ridiculous. whatever happened last night shouldnt happen in the future so they wont lose the race against Man U. get up gunners! you can still chase them.
okay okay this is big.....La Liga started yesterday! well well not a single person can predict anything from football. who would expect Barca lost to SEVILLA? i dont know what should i do...laughing rolling on the floor? or screaming out loud? i didnt mean to be mean but i think they deserved the lost as much as they deserved the titles last season. but the winnings made them even 'bigger'. said things that werent supposed to say, on how they could defeat any teams ever exist in this world. hey! i know they have ronaldinho, messi, deco, etc. but remember they are mortals...look what happened to chelsea last wednesday? they lost to boro. as i have expected, barca finally meet their match which is themselves or their ego to be more precise. let see what will happen this week and find out the results so maybe....maybe to predict what lays ahead. but then again, who can predict?
reyshafabriSta
Monday, August 21, 2006
two of my...i can say good friends... had left to US. its really sad to see them leave but when theres a hello theres a goodbye so what can i do?. sick! why do they have to leave? a friend of mine had left years earlier and i hate it. theres a slim chance i'll be seeing them again since i most probably wont be in malaysia in 3 yrs time. i despise goodbyes, i know its natural cycle of life but why? i guess only God can answer my question precisely. my friends have done so much for me and i haven had the chance to repay them. guys! i am sorry and i hope ur doin fine there and having great time as i am today. i really hope we can see each other again in happier times of course but i'll see u again no matter wht. i wont forget wht u guys have done for me.....no words can xplain how sad i am seeing u guys leave........take care guys.........we'll meet..........
reyshafabriSta
Thursday, August 17, 2006
salute to Indonesia! medeka! its been 61 yrs and i really hope we can continue progressing to become one of the best countries in the world (i keep my fingers crossed)--
ok ok...this is great! England won their friendly game against Greece by 4-0! but i still have doubts whether they can qualify for the final in EURO 08 (not only qualifying for the tournament but also to win the trophy) coz the way Greece played last night was pretty unconvincing; they were only the shadow of themselves. there are much more need to be done to make England no 1 team in the world; for example, Stew-G shouldnt have played in the right side coz at times he looked pretty shaky of his new role, i'd prefer Lennon to stick in tht position (besides Mr. Beck). i hope Mike-O will be fit by the time EURO 08 starts coz Crou-ch seems distracting most of the times. he did score 2 goals last night but the goals seem pretty easy and not a world class strike. Defoe has done a good job replacing Rooney who had troubles with the officials recently and probably at this moment is sitting down and counting his red card collections (hehe). no matter what they say about Rooney, i still think hes the best player England ever have. England need to work harder in order to win 'something' its bcoz wht we have seen in the past where they have won friendship games and 'die' on the field as soon as they reach a tournament. well, nothing much can be said at this moment we will have to wait and see to measure 'new formula' of Ste-C to work in its way
reyshafabriSta
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Some says, everything you want is not necessarily ever single thing you need in life..gw banyak belajar "how to cope when all you have is nothing at all" gw ga mau banyak berbicara seakan-akan gw paling hebat krn gw tau seandainya seseorang itu teramat pinter selalu ada yg lebih pinter dr org itu!!
kesempurnaan itu subjektif, tergantung pendapat seseorang. Dan menurut gw hidup itu ga sempurna, hidup itu tentang sebuah pilihan, dan sebuah keseimbangan (baik & buruk, kiri &kanan, dll). Hidup akan terus berjalan meskipun kita buat kesalahan, hidup itu bagaikan roda yang ga akan pernah berhenti terus berputar kadang diatas kadang dibawah.
Gw yakin dengan adanya cobaan itu bukan karena Tuhan benci tapi karena Tuhan itu sayang ama hambaNYA. Tuhan ga mau HambaNYA lalai dengan kebahagiaan. karena guru gw pernah bilang dalam kekayaan, kebahagiaan, dan kesempurnaan itu lebih hebat cobaannya daripada kekurangan, kepedihan, dan kekacauan. Saat seseorang memiliki segalanya, semua akan terlihat mudah dan seseorang itu akan berhenti berusaha, berharap, serta berdoa. Makanya dengan baiknya Tuhan memberikan cobaan agar manusia terus mengingat Sang Pencipta.
Gw belajar banyak hal dalam situasi yang berbeda, dan gw rasa gw ud cukup dewasa utk menghadapi suatu permasalahan dan yh alhamdulillah Tuhan masih menyayangi gw, Tuhan memberikan cobaan-cobaan yang tadinya gw pkr gw ga sanggup ngelewatinnya tp (sekali lg) alhamdulillah karena gw msh memiliki kekuatan untuk melewati setiap cobaan yang ada.
Mungkin apa yg gw lewatin hanya sebuah cobaan kecil bagi org lain, tapi semua itu ud cukup membuat gw insyaf. Tuhan Maha Adil, Tuhan Maha segalanya. Gw cuma manusia biasa Tanpa izinNYa mungkin gw ga bakal bisa ngapa2in di dunia ini. Mudah2an dengan setiap cobaan yang pernah gw laluin, gw ga akan lalai dan bakalan terus kuat ngadepin apa pun (insya allah -amiieen-)
Gw masih terus berharap dan berdoa yg terbaik karena gw yakin saat kita berdoa pasti yg diatas denger. Cobaan akan hanya membuat seseorang lebih kuat Jangan pernah menyesali apa yg ud terjadi. Sesuatu yg ud terjadi pasti ada hikmah yg jauh lebih baik dan yang jelas Tuhan itu selalu ada buat para UmatNYa.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Tired
Loneliness
Emptiness
All falls down into one place
My heart skips another beat
A beat that used to be yours
It’s stopped
It’s confusing
Ache
Hurt
Betrayed
All the words describing what’s left
So sad
That I have to hate you
Wondering why
Love could be so complicated
Love
Passion
It’s a crime
To love you
Clouds in the sky
Sun shining
And all the pieces that was broken
Inside of me will never healed
Forgive
Forget
Two different words
Words that used to be so easy

This is just great! beck has been dropped from national squad, temporarily, as the new manager Ste-C said. but how accurate his promise to bring beck to the squad, no one can make sure of it. but ppl are fed up with promises and need results!. it has been 40 yrs since England won any major trophies but probably we can blame this to the players. we have best midfielders, stikers, centerbacks, etc. i mean, who doesnt know wayne rooney? hes the best player in Manchester United and probably in England. Much have been said in the past a couple of weeks by a player in Chelsea regarding his experience in England with former manager Sven. he blamed sven for his lack of fitness and highlight svens decision to bring on uncapped striker theo walcott in WC 06. stevie g is no different. i think they are trying to blame ppl who arent involved anymore in the squad so they cant defend themselves from these attacks. well to be honest LAMPARD and GERRARD 'lent a hand' on their defeat with Portugal last WC 06. lampard, for example, he had more than (i lost counts) 20 shots on goal and none of it came with a goal. how many times did we see that his shots blasted behind the net whenever hes wearing blue shirt? almost all the time i think. both of the players FAILED penalty shoot out! o my god are these the players they regard as best midfielders? they must be joking. when it comes to failure you only have yourselves to be blamed on and not someone else. probably they are ashamed with the result and need someone to be blamed and here they are....theo and sven.
well, as a fan iam dissapointed when england lost unfairly to Portugal but they deserved it. to be honest they didnt perform as they supposed to and nearly lost to Costa Rica (an embarassing clearance from terry amused me) if mr. beck hadnt curled the ball and scored, well....they had to score from penalty spot which i doubt they would succeed.
let see how good is the 'new era' is going to be, perhaps they can be champions again? :p again promises have been delivered but how far they would go? we have to wait and see. perhaps i would have more to say after friendly with greece.....hopefully something good
reyshafabriSta
Saturday, August 12, 2006
This is obviously my first post (duh), just 1 fact i gathered from creating a profile that is...easy. its crazy to have 1, coz this is certainly not my interest. but luckily i have my sis who will always update our page. plus, i get the chance to say whatever things come through my mind...either good or bad....just wait and c


"Too Little, Too Late" (Performed by JoJo)
[Verse 1:]
Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
(You know it's just too little too late)
So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...
[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
Yeah yeaaahhh...
It's just too little too late...
Mhmmm
[Verse 2:]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
(You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
And letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help'
Cause you know...
[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
[Bridge]
I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give
(I have so much to give)
With a player like you
I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...
[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
Yeah
You know it's just too little too late
Oh, I can't wait
[Chorus (fading):]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

THE CAPTAIN AND THE BOYS

THE NEW LINE UP FOR LOS BLANCOS
L-R, Roberto Carlos, Robinho, Cannavaro, Cicinho, Emerson, David Beckham
oh..betapa sukanya gw ama sepak bola..mungkin karena kk gw yg banyak bgt pengaruhnya ato emg drpd gw ga ada kerjaan hehe dulu gw masih inget kk gw demen bgt nonton bola sedangkan gw..nganggep semua itu rubbish (well g kok) ya gw suka nemenin dya nonton tapi kalo pagi2 y dya bangun sndiri. and then gw liat salah satu pemaen bola (yg sampe sekarang gw suka) ky falling in love at first sight gw mulai belajar dikit2! offside, throw in, penalty kick, extra time, corner kick, own goal, etc. tadinya gw buta tentang itu semua tp berkat kk gw (she's a football freak), gw mulai tau little by little alhamdulillah sekarang gw lebih tau (tp msh terus belajar kok).
co2 suka blg cw suka bola krn pemaennya yg ganteng2 jujur adja, at first iya bgt. tp lama2 gw malah suka ama klubnya trus gw mulai liat pemaen berdasarkan talentnya. emang sh kebetulan gw suka ama pemaen yg berbakat dan keren2 tapi bkn berarti gw suka ama tampang adja. buktinya yg ga keren2 bgt gw jg suka kok dan yg lbh amazing skrg gw nyambung kalo diajak ngomong ttg bola.hehe
sekarang gw ngerti knp org kalo gibol bs aneh2. krn gw sndiri jg sempet nangis demi bola, seneng bgt waktu ITALIA menang, dan ngedukung tim2 serta pemaen2 bola fav gw. dulu gw sempet DEVASTATED bgt pas ARSENAL kalah ama barcelona ..gw sampe lemes bgt krn gw tau kesempatan kn cm dtg sekali belom tentu taon2 selanjutnya bs ke final. but, after wc 06 gw seneeeeennnnngg bgt krn kekalahan ARSENAL waktu itu ditebus ama kemenangan tim fav gw ITALIA. pas wc 6, gw ngedukung berbagai tim, czech rep, spain, argentina, and ITALIA. sedih jg yg laen g masuk tp alhamdulillah keinginan gw terkabul, ITALIA ketemu FRANCE di final. and the final was awesome i had butterflies but i hv 2 admit the ITALIANS deserve the trophy and i definitely think they're the best team in the world (do they?) sapa yang nyangka ITALIA masuk final?? pastinya banyak yg ngejagoin brazil, jerman, inggris, dll. ga tau emg beneran suka ato ikut2an yg pastinya gw yakin bgt 4 taon lg pada ngebelain ITALIA haha yah pokoknya gw seneng bgt krn piala dunia kemaren bnr2 gw ikutin dan gw ngeliat dr a-z one of the finest moments in my life.
after all, football is now part of my life. I feel whole with football hehe i'm missing my fav teams in action. just can't wait. sampe2 gw nonton tim apa adja lah yg penting bolanya nggelinding..abisnya kangeenn bgt gw ama bola!! yah mudah2an as time goes by my fav teams will win sumthin.
who knows?? anything can happen in football!!
ciao,
reyshafabristaz*the lil one*

the very first PO.S.T
ok this is our 1st time and we've never wanted a blog dunno why coz myb everyone has blog and we don't want to write sumthin stupid..we suddenly not interested anymore..whatsoever.. my sist wanted to post a comment on a website that requires her to make a blog so here we are with our simple and hixhix *plain* blog. well i hope in the future me and my sist will use this blog to post sumthin
ciao..
reyshafabristaz *the lil one*