learn, is something i might have abandoned long time ago. a tragedy that brought consciousness had overpower me somehow and put me down in a hard way. people walked past me ignoring my existance, friends put me aside for unknown reasons, i learned. not getting my wishes instead, crashing to the bottom of a bottle, i learned from it. life is full of lessons, if we are gracious enough to embrace them. we have reasons to believe what we LIKE to believe, therefore things arent perceive they way they should be. people fall in love and finding out their partners walk out from relationships seem to be harsh. but what can we learn from it? do we have logical reasons to extend our knowledge beyond trust? probably we should ask ourself. we actually believe relationship would last but the truth is, nothin last. love can dissolve into liquid water in matter of seconds without our consent. no matter how hard it would take, people dont learn from it. sometimes we have to explain unfair treatments to ourself even though we dont have answers to satisfy our curiousity. and we dont learn from it. we keep digging on something unpleasant that reveals nothin except pain that runs through our veins everytime we see it, and we dont learn from it. huge monstrous evil is residing inside each one of us without we knowing its existance and ready to rumble once we down and out. take over our consciousness and leave our soul in the darkness looming with pain. feeling guilty of letting the evil roaming free, we decide to bury the history deep down inside. what do we learn? nothin. coz once we have regained control, suddenly we lose our memory of the dark days. human make mistake, but do we have to do it twice? maybe it's the way things do, live your life to full pretend there will be no tomorrow, so if we do fall in the same spot most probably our thoughts would be 'not my lucky day, let's find a better tomorrow', which could be the same tomorrow as it is today.

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