Thursday, January 31, 2008

bored like hell.excited for tomorrow.chai-maniac.feeling stupid.tomorrow will be 'A' day.

songs will keep playing
reminding of every love
reminiscing the minute
that changed everything

take care tarxans. lovelovelove.

eisleyian's going to change the 'do!

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

time has played me as a running out of i will be left behind by all those who are lucky enough to climb they way up to heaven. each day starts and ends in a way i never expect it to be. i am is what i am....cant accept defeat....unable to head start....finishing bottom and im drown to every sea im passing. im lost...what do i have to it the way everything meant to be....once again....i fail to fly sky high....nothing i can do but cursing till the end....i have to start all over from the very it worth all the tears....walk all the way around the world just to feel my fingers touch the wind blows

Sunday, January 27, 2008

dodgy.sooo random.

1. If I looked on your bed right now,what would I find?

// my sister with her psp, pillows and bolsters, newspapers,

2. Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?

// closed of course, you never know X)

3. Are your clothes ironed?

// yes

4. Sleep on your back or stomach?

// back

5. Are you a cuddler?

// could be

6. Are you single?

// singing-jingle? read my older posts, i don't blabber about my status HAH!!

7. Does someone love you?

// of crz many people are loving me harhar

8. What were you doing before this survey?

// went to toilet

9. What will you do after the survey?

// chat mebbe

10. Marriage or living together?


11. What shirt are you wearing now?

// nightdress

12. Do you believe in love?

// yeahyeahyeah

13. Do you de-label your beer bottles?

// i dont drink, next Q

14. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?

// depends, privacy is something i hold dearest

15. Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?

// regret is like a sin the more you commit it the more you feel the heavy pressure. so no i try not to live everyday of my life thinking which is the most regrettable moment and wish i could take back.

16. First thing you do when you wake up?

// smile to my mom

17. What are you excited for?

// many.

18. What is the most adventurous thing that you did?

// being a girl scout once gave me adventurous opportunities

19. Who's the last person you texted?

// noone, i'm a bit lazy when it comes to texting harhar sorry..

20. Do you hate someone?

// don't hate, it's a complete waste of time

21. Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?

// no, better things to do

23. When you shut off your alarmclock, do you tend to fall back asleep?

// not really coz the alarm clock is ticking inside my head

24. If you were given the chance totake care of a monkey for a weekend,would you?

// no thanks

25. What is the current advertisement on the side of the screen?

// some sort of food advertisement

26. What are you looking forward to inthe next few months?

// my friends are coming from abroad in few months

27. When will you turn 50?

// harharhar i'm still young!

28. Are you ticklish?

// hixhixhix yes

29. Where do you wish you were rightnow?

// right here right now

30. What song are you currently listening to?

// tv adverts

31. Have you ever passed out fromdrinking?

// always sober ^ ^

32. Do you believe in cheating?

// disgusting!

33. What time did you wake up thismorning?

// right before my dad went to work

34. Do you have any cousins?

// many. huuuh

35. What makes you smile?

// it's simple, happiness kindness and good food

36. Who was the last person you talkedto on the phone?

// daddy..

37. Are you happy?

// no need for words

38. Are you hungry?

// had my dinner, and oranges

39. What was your dream this morning?

// don't remember

40. Do you like to shop?

// yeahyeahyeah

41) What side of the heart do you drawfirst?

// right

42) Can you dive without plugging yournose?

// cannot

44) What is your blood-type

// OMG!

45) Who would you want to be tied to for24 hours?

// lovelies..

46) What is a rumor someone has spreadabout you?

// many! the fact that i don't spread my own defensive lines made the gossips spread wider wilder and weirder.

47) How do you feel about carrots?

// nothing, it's good especially with soups

48) How many chairs are at the diningroom table?

// 4, but we usually have our dinner in the bar table

49) Which is the best Spice Girl?

// baby spice *hah!*

50) Do you know what time it is?

// late at night

take care,

eisleyian loving chai jelly tea!

He may have done things that others dont understand, but he had certaintly brought indonesia to success even though he had received allegations from around the world. he had passed away this afternoon; a leader whom we would certainly miss. your contributions will always be remembered....goodbye and may your soul rest in peace.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

And now they have no chances
They fill the empty caskets
And leave you with your tears
And, oh, now we take our chances
We all will take more chances
Before our lives end, too

How could you have left us here?
You had friends, you had us, goodbye
Goodbye (break, break down)

Many Funerals - Eisley. heath ledger passed away tho i don't consider myself as a fan but he was famous for his controversial role in brokeback mountain. it will be a be a big loss for hollywood but he'll soon be replaced by new actors, no offense that's just how it goes there. after brad renfro's death, i was hoping other upcoming actors would learn that drugs and unhealthy lifestyles are the silent killers. even bodyguards can't save you from them. but tinseltown never learn a damn thing as usual. theyre the idols and they behave hideously, no wonder world has gone into a big wild jungle with so many loudmouth tarxans. i'm curios what's his cause of death. any suggestion?

stay away from drugs,


Friday, January 25, 2008

Its happening all the time
When I open my eyes
I'm still taken by surprise
I hold sunlight and swallow fireflies
And it makes me want to cry

I love you

I shall never grow up
Make believe is much to fun
Can we go far away to the humming meadow

[Sherri's singing]
We were walking there
I had tangles in my hair
But you make me feel so pretty
You have shinning eyes
Yes like those forest lights
And it makes me want to cry

[Stacy's singing at the same time]
I was just wishing you were here
So we could walk down with to me
And we could throw all our leaves in
Seeing our dragon when we look

I love you

I shall never grow up
Make believe is much to fun
Can we go far away to the humming meadow

I shall never grow up
Make believe is much to fun
This place is so lovely
It kind of makes me very happy
Lets go far away to the humming meadow

To the humming meadow
To the humming meadow

Brightly Wound by Eisley.

it's a great track which currently uplifts my mood by singing along to it. they always make cheerful/imaginative lyrics, although chauntelle and sherri are both going through such heartbreak. i once said, if life was made easy then it shouldn't be called life instead, a dream perhaps? and after so many heartbreaks i firmly believe God's giving me more sunnies that will bright my day. everything does happen for a reason. and it's not an easy job to find the reason that lies between loathe and love. pray and patience are the current keys hopefully.



Thursday, January 24, 2008


very blessed, very happy, and very much adoring God. alhamdulillah, hopefully "blessing in disguise" will define the current situation. can't say much coz it's still undecided but at least it's becoming good news after all. love you God, if some are asking how to love God..

live your life and someday when noone makes you feel safe anymore then you'll know deep inside there's only one who'll never leave you unless you're the one who leaves. it's the safest feeling you'll ever feel in life, it's when you realize that you still have God that'll always love and safe you from disasters. but, don't love Him for granted or only when life gets you down, it's called selfish. i'm lucky that God has never leave me for once in my life, God has helped me and guide me into a better path.

i'm not flawless, i'm in fact full of imperfections. that's why i always encourage myself to grow my faith and belief in God coz it's the best feeling in the world. the feeling of knowing there's God beside me who'll guide me through the rainy/snowy/fallingdown/goingup/crushingintolovelyfeelings, i know i'll survive everything.

pray for me, bear with me, don't ever leave me.


eisleyian *insya allah, hopefully life is going through the right direction*

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

damn!! been experiencing internet connection problems. some websites are suddenly out of did this happen?? this isnt good. well, at least i can type somethin on this. my left hand feels a lil bit twang twang....*dont know what the hell that means* initially, we were planning to go someplace but my mom changed her mind, as usual. i have things running on my head now but cant let them out. probably, if i stop scratching i'll have some high-authority inspiration and be my self once again. we'll meet again.....
more and more i felt horrible and couldnt resist to pull somone else's hair. eventually, it subsided and left me with whole happiness; unfortunately, less appreciation. tour around the city from south to west gave me clear idea to give up cold war in order to settle for a good cause. however, a question remains; how long will it last? critical indeed. bought 2 books and obviously satisfied with our choices. among other books, these 2 special ones are distinguished. probably it was the reason we chose to grab them instead others. i love books and cant help to dig deep into my pocket just to get my lovely fingers on the cover. im currently flipping 1st page to 2nd and already fell in love with it. im hoping to see this through and find happiness till my death picks my spot *what im babbling about*

a good movie just finished its move sweeping me over the side. ha-ha not funny...wheres the punch line?? anyway, the movie called mindhunters. i loved it and will certainly watch it once more if i had been given a chance. i missed the opening and shouted....arrrgghhh....i shouldve tuned in and refused to let my inner evil 'touched' remote control. oopppsss.....another superb movie flashing on fingers attached firmly on this keypad...i cant let them go....somebody help me!!! ooo its just me forgetting how to stop typing...*sigh* the hours is playing and i must go...

we, the three of us which is me, mom and my sist went over to a restaurant served chocolate as their main dish. we loved it....honestly its one of the beautiful dessert we have ever tasted. gorgeous....good job everyone...we will come for the 2nd visit and this time we'll invite some company. craving for more.....

Sunday, January 20, 2008


such a weird scenario. who would've thought it'd come to this? a friend that was always there suddenly dissapeared, and a friend that was missing suddenly replaced the other position. three friends, three of them were quarelling, one that mend them all together. the one that mend was the one that hide for so long. the one who hid denied and denied long until the one that suddenly dissapeared arrived and mend the heart that was broken.

three of them knew each other, one was known to be a loyal one, a reliable but free-souled one. they might not know that they were connected somehow, in life everything's conneceted. more surprises? let's see maybe in another day life could open more chances and the three of them could finally sit and look to each other's eyes without denying that they actually could sit down and act normally just like when they met one of them without the other one. a truth shall be told, a secret shall be opened.

Friday, January 18, 2008

cynical as iam

. Were you smiling when you woke upthis morning?
// i didn't realize i lost my right earring!!

2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
// not too long a go

3. How is life going for you right now?
// as for now, it's been doing pretty good hopefully life will reach the best peak dunno why at the start of the year i had a good feeling and hopefully my guts are leading me towards the best path.

4. When was the last time you held someones hand?
// mommy-dearest

5. What are you doing right now?
// i'm waiting for my friends to show up i guess they have something better to do!

6.What color is your shirt?/
// colorful

7. Who was the last person you talked to?
// sister

8. Last words you spoke?
// i'm going to pee..

9. Have you ever kissed anyone who'sname started with a K?
// maybe, but friend-kiss

10. Would you get married if you could right now?
// ehemehem..*blushing* onlo God knows who..

11. What's the best feeling you've ever had?
// seeing the smiles on my parents' faces and of course being around my loved ones uplift my mood. being in love each and every day to lovelies..harharhar

12. Who was the last person, of the phone?
// daddy-love

15. What is the next concert you're going to?
// i'm not a concert fan due to the lack of fitness i've been having

16. How many physical fights have you gotten into?
// not many

17.Are you in a good mood?
// iam, alhamdulillah i feel blessed and grateful for every breath i take /how many times have i said that already?/

18. Can you play the guitar?
// almost

19. Do you like someone?
// harharhar

20.The last person you argued with?
// my sister, arguing is the best thing sisters can do

21. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
// i love both.

22. What do you wear more jeans,sweatpants, or slacks?
- currently, jeans and short pants

23. What is the last movie you watched?
// national treasure 2. my sist's favourite

24. What do you currently hear rightnow?
// the sound of my keyboard clicking

25. If you were another person, wouldyou be friends with yourself?
// why not i'm not that ugly

26. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
// yeah

28. Where did you sleep last night??
// of course at home i'm not homeless

29. What's your biggest regret?
// hmpppffh as i've said many times i TRY not to live by regrets as i will not move on from the point i feel saddened if i continue to remember any regret

31. Coach purse or NFL game tickets?
// current choice, arsenal's game ticket

. Favorite type of music?
// every genre out there. i appreciate musicians who are trying real hard to divide themselves from the typical pop-manufactured singers

33. What do you think of the personyou took this from?
// lovely as usual

34. What do you currently smell like?
// quite good thanks to oscar de la renta

35. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
// hopefully not that old coz i want my kids to be able to grow with their grandparents'

36. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
// baseball but if there were any other option, soccer would be the best option!

37. Missing someone right now?
// My Lovely

38. Write something random..
// i love the song i'm currently listening!

39. Where is your number one person on your friends list?
// God, who's always guiding me

40. What does your friendster namemean?
// honesty

41. Do you like dancing?
// i love making foolish moves..

42.Name your favorite pair of shoes.
// my wedges

43. How much money do you have on you?
//'s best kept secret

44. What's something that bothers you?
// i ate too much! *sic*

45. Is there someone on your mind thatshouldn't be?
// no

46.What room are you in?
// My lovely parents' bedroom

47. What made you happy today?
// save ferris! i love the songs i downloaded

48. Are you on the computer?
// harharhar of course!

49. Who were the last people you wentout to dinner with?
// family.

50. What are the most important things about yourself?
// i'm a family person, i love staying home for a date, i'm a truly soccer-fanatic, i love music as much as i love movies, and i believe in God.

51. Are you confused?
// not really.

Reaching out.
the song is bugging me
it keeps on playing itself
the song pretty much define
what went on
with the pieces of me
though at one point
i feel very much moved forward
but the memories stay
and mistakes are supposed
to be evaluated
loner, they said
and if it was true
would you did the same way you did
or would you tear another heart?
some people lived through
some people pulled through
some people beg for attention
some people stay put
which path is mine?
which door shall be open?
as indecisive as iam
i should know which is which
regrets will no longer
be part of me
regret can only bring sadness
back into my life.

eisleyian's sadmode : almost on.

i know i am excited as anyone around the world who are, of course fans of both the series and the first movie, X FILES. the long-waited sequel is now back and ready to be released this summer. cant wait.....

First look: 'X-Files' returns to theaters, minus alien mythology

By Scott Bowles, USA TODAY

LOS ANGELES — The sequel is out there.

The conspiracy theories will not be.

Ten years after the first film and six years after the show went off the air, The X-Files returns to theaters with Fox Mulder, Dana Scully — and a lot riding on the bet that fans want more of the FBI's paranormal-investigating agents.

The film, which remains without a formal title, will dump the long-running "mythology" plotline — that aliens live among us and are part of a colonizing effort — that made it one of the most popular television shows in the late 1990s but ultimately drove away some viewers who found it too complex and ambiguous.

"We spent a lot of time on (the mythology) and wrapped up a lot of threads" when the show went off the air in 2002, says Chris Carter, creator of the series and director of the new movie. "We want a stand-alone movie, not a mythology conspiracy one."

That will come as welcome news to fans of the show's stand-alone episodes, which included cults, ghosts, psychics and ancient curses.

Carter refuses to divulge any plot points of the movie, but says he wanted to make the film immediately after the show ended. A contractual dispute with 20th Century Fox kept it on the shelf until the case was settled out of court.

He says the delay may turn out to be a blessing.

"There's a whole audience I want to introduce X-Files to," Carter says. "There were kids who couldn't watch it on TV because it was too scary. Now they're in college. I wanted a movie that everyone could go to."

Whether they will could be a test of the show's legacy, says Blair Butler of the G4TV network, which caters to video-game enthusiasts and science-fiction fans.

"At its strongest, it had really creepy stand-alone episodes," she says. "They turned it into a great franchise. But a lot of years have passed. We'll see if it's fallen off the radar."

She says the film could benefit from an ironic twist: the Writers Guild strike.

"I think it could be a sort comfort food for the people who loved how original the show was and aren't seeing original TV now," she says.

But Carter believes they'll be drawn by something else: the show's stars, David Duchovny and Gillian Anderson.

"For me, The X-Files has always been a romance," he says. "They had an intellectual romance that's very rare and restrained compared to so many relationships on TV. I think that's what appealed most to the fans. And they're back."
picture courtesy of 20th century fox

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

ready to make nice (am i?)

making peace to someone who hated me in the past pretty much victorius. after such long period that person finally let go some parts that were hurtin both of us. i've realized that letting go was pretty much uneasy. far from easy to be exact. but forgiving is also a beautiful thing that has come into my life. i've learned to let differences go, if one day that person hurt me in any way i'd be happy to say that at least i've tried. i can't predict the future, but all i can say is i'll face everything day by day. i never gave up on my ex-archenemy, i even prayed for my ex-archenemy. alhamdulillah.

this could finally happen thanks to my other close friend, when that ex-enemy-on-process-to-become-a-friend- emailed me i was confused..i was a bit out of place. i was caught up between letting go and hurtful memories. he wisely asked me to let the past go and at least fake a smile to show that i've moved on like i told him i had. the main thing is that all this long i held back just to wait for that person to come down and be the first to finally call me. at least i was hoping one day this would end, and now i'm happily to say i know how to put the end on the story between me and my ex-archenemy.

he was the main reason i replied my ex-archenemy email's, i objected many of his suggestions. in the end i listened to him and i'm glad i have one of the loyal friends with me giving me lovely advices at that time. love you dear. at the opening of this year i feel very pleased and of course blessed by God's lovely surprises. hopefully, many good things will come into my life. without God's permission none of this could ever happen. my friend that suddeny contacted me, my ex-archenemy that finally emailed me, those are pretty much the lovely opener for me this year. eternal i coooome!

eisleyian. push the button.


my friend asked my status. well since i can't really trust every friend that comes into my life, i gave her my diplomatic answer. i gave the same answer to every people (only the acquintance ones tho) that's been asking me the same question. i dunno why maybe i have this different view regarding my life. i keep most of the things in my life private coz i've learned from experiences that privacy is very principal to me.

i don't want to say before God does, if for example i blabber about someone i'm seeing currently to everyone and the next day we are separated what's left of me? i don't want to be labelled as this or that..that's why for me everything that's private stay private. that goes with every friend i have, they know i'm here for them so i won't have to push them to share their private issues if they're not willing to.

i prefer to not willing to share some parts of that even a crime? my friend labelled me as mysterious and i laughed.

it's not like that some things are visible
some things are invisible.
it's not good to be too open to people, that's what i've learned after what i had gone through. scars are not meant to scare me but scars are there to remind me how things were before. i use my brain to think all the time. every consequences, every chain reaction, every action that leads to reaction. call me paranoid, traumatic, or chickened out..maybe iam maybe i'm just being secure for myself.
please note that, honesty is above everything but it doesn't mean you have to share everything that's been going on in your life with strangers. learn from mistakes, pick yourself up, face every obstacle, and share laughters with loved ones. life's complicated why bother to make it more harder to face? keep on going, keep on loving, keep on laughing, keep on blogging *it ease my burden anyways*
eisleyian. bubbly but still cheerful

Tuesday, January 15, 2008


fussy mouth
another lie
coming from your lips
feeling in a whirlwind
such lie
such bogus
you've created
never buy
always sell
just like foolish rabbit
the world doesn't revolve around you
just like the blood in you
you think the world
will stop and have a pity on you
think again
before you open your good for nothing mouth
once a liar
will always be a liar
once a cheater
will always be a cheater
once a fool
will always be a fool
be gone
evil spirit
be gone
and never return
take away
all your insanities with you

eisleyian on the edge of burning up!
completely leaving behind all the good side of me back at the cottage. rage and incompatibility shade my beauty. theres nothing good left inside me. nothin but ashes of my own self. slowly, it turns into a tree of mockery. my ambitions are melt down by a single step of haste. bloody knee keeps me out of shape to climb the famous hill. sitting down to watch beautiful sky with nothin but a shirt and a very interesting short pants. God...i love this...

how do people moving on with their life without a single trace of guilt and humanity. they share and laugh on someone else's bitter disappointment. he, who climbs up the stairs and get the most fresh air of all. he smiles, he laughs, he begs for mercy. he needs the attention as well as the popularity. his movement is restricted to singing only and nothing but a headline news for him. he has shown his ability to strike for almost 5 yrs now. but not a single thing he can fix. he put almost anything in the mix. walk out he goes...marched by gruesome army of God. being led to a place he should be...where he can sing and play his role for ever more.
ive been wanting to say many things to you. but when do i get to see you? let me give you my word for not hurting you physically. i might have had enough of your sightings for the past years. but your sudden appearance in my life makes me wonder a lot more than usual. havent you had enough of peeling my scarred skin. the wound wont heal completely. although i have moved on and let the past stays behind i cant forgive you all the way my friend. we can walk side by side but not holding hands. we are nothin but partial.

Monday, January 14, 2008

Wenger: I Once Tried To Sign Beckham
Emirates boss Arsene Wenger has revealed that he once made an audacious approach for David Beckham...

David Beckham left Manchester United for Real Madrid in 2003, but according to Arsene Wenger, the midfielder's spell in Spain may have ended just a year later, had he been successful in his transfer attempt.The Arsenal boss told the Daily Express, "David almost came to Arsenal a couple of years ago when things did not go too well during his first season with Real."I even met the people who took care of his career, but in the end, David decided to remain at Real."The England ace went on to remain at the Bernabeu until the summer of 2007, when he completed his free transfer to Los Angeles Galaxy of Major League Soccer.Beckham is currently training for international fitness with the Gunners during his Galaxy close season.
a very interesting article. ive heard this rumour before but wasnt really sure as nobody confirmed wengers interest on him. becks has huge respect for the professor but he even has greater affection to man utd fans all over the world. theres no way he will hurt them by joining arsenal. he might have joined arsenal for 4 weeks in order to kep his fitness up to everyones expctation, but he wont be signing any contract with any clubs. he only joins them for free practice but the media has gone overboard with such ridiculous news. ive been trying to get more photos of him on the practice field but couldnt get a single photo. hopefully, i'll get them soon

Friday, January 11, 2008

sorry for the lack of update from me. i've been holding back too long and i'm still out-of-blogging-mood btw. *sigh* i've been listening to the news, sick i'm getting so hooked up on the news and it's very surprising. it's quite deep, the words are missing. they went away running away from me so i think i'll have to catch them back.

no wonder i got this eery feelings before, and suddenly a friend from the past got so intense on seeing me. blah, coincidence is just another sick word.

eisleyian on the edge of glammin' up! X)

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

becks was, presumably, called into british PM resident for the first time in history to be bestowed as world cup 2018 ambassador. england have yet to win anything since WC 66 and hopefully playing as host england could at least, be in the semi final. im only concern with becks future in england rather than thinking his country chances to become a host for WC 2018. currently, hes training with arsenal and doing really good. those haters are only concern with his 100th cap but im sure becks can only think of helping his country goin through the next WC. he may be 32 but like terry venables has said, he has yet to give his best. many talented players emerging from nowhere and threathing his position. he knows it well more than we do. he doesnt need to worry though, as long as he performs well there will always be a place for him in the squad. capello is someone who doesnt only think about how well a player performs on the field but off the field as well. discipline is essential and no players are above the law. england next match will be on feb 6th 08 against EURO 08 host, switzerland. it will be held in the wembley stadium for the first time in the year of 2008. hopefully, a new year will bring something good for becks and his family.

its good to see that someone is actually paying attention to becks endless effort while hes wearing three lions shirt. hes always been such player even when he knows there are plans to exclude him from the squad. i already said thousand of times and i wont be repeating it again unless its necessary. just read this interesting article....
Venables: Beckham Is England's Key To Success
Former England manager Terry Venables believes David Beckham must continue to be involved with the national side
Fabio Capello formally started his job as manager of England on Monday, and today he has received a piece of advice from a former Three Lions boss: keep David Beckham in the side.

Terry Venables, who led England to the semi-finals of Euro 96 before working as an assistant to Steve McClaren, is convinced that former Manchester United and Real Madrid star Beckham embodies the spirit and positive mentality that England need.

Never Say Die
"Beckham has already proved beyond any doubt he should be in Capello’s squad because of the never-say-die attitude that has made him such an influential player for the country," wrote Venables in this column in The Sun.

"He would not be involved as some kind of cheap PR stunt but included on merit. Capello does not have time for any superficial acts and Beckham’s selection for the Switzerland clash on February 6 would be a hard-headed decision to pick the best available."

Track Record
Even against Croatia at Wembley, in a game that England infamously lost 3-2 to crash out of Euro 2008 qualifying, it was Beckham's introduction at half time that gave the Three Lions a kick-start.
Capello himself knows how the LA Galaxy midfielder copes with adversity after the debacle at Real Madrid last season.

"Beckham proved then he could still do everything expected of him and made his comeback," illustrated Venables of the player's time in Spain. "One of his biggest strengths is that he never gives up. It earned him a recall under Capello at Madrid and also under Steve McClaren for England after he was dropped.

"I must say I was very impressed with the way the former skipper handled things when he was axed and how he played after he was selected again. In fact, I would say it is the best he has played for England for a couple of years. Some players inevitably start thinking the odds are stacked against them but not Beckham."

Monday, January 07, 2008

i loathe arrogancy
i loathe showing off freax
i loathe offences
i loathe vandalism
i loathe sarcasm
i loathe questions with no answers
i loathe narcotics
i loathe alcoholic drinks
i loathe those who encourage+practice free sex
i loathe two faced-monkeys
i loathe itchy feelings X)
i loathe those who are ignorant
i loathe those being too critical
i loathe those with no actions only stupid words
i loathe those quitters
i loathe being pushed around
i loathe serial cheater
i loathe violences *tho i enjoy watching crime news*
i loathe liars *who doesn't?*
i loathe boxed-in feelings
i loathe being left out
i loathe sudden changes
i loathe for being irresponsible
i loathe for being indecisive
i loathe being apart from you
and the list just goes on and on and on
(to be continued)

but, if i had lived in a different universe
where my loathe list doesn't exist
i strongly believe there'd be no lesson to learn.
and it should be called dream instead of life.


Things You May Not Have Known About Me:

1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?

- straight edge (only i'm not punk..i just don't do narcotics, i don't smoke, and i don't practice free sex)

2 . What are you currently listeningto?

- no ordinary love by jennifer love hewitt. awww, my primary top song when i was still in primary school X) next: a day to remember, *you had me at hello*

3 . Who took this survey before you?

- from a friend of my family

4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?

- the stranger. strange person with strange intentions

5. Last time you went to the beach?

- owh GOD, it's been too long

6 . Are you happy?

- yeahyeahyeah

7 . Where was the last place you wentshopping?

- hmpphhffhh..

8. Where did u go today?

- nowhere particular

9. Where do you live?

- on earth

10. Last thing you ate?

- cereal..always cereal

11 . Want to kick anyone's ass?

- no, i'm a good 'ol girl no such thing as harrrassment

12. What time is it?

- late

13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?

- yeah. but it's not the price that matters it's the beautiful meaning that lies inside

14 . YM or MSN?

- ym

15 . How many hours on average do youvwork out a week?

- not how much but how it will affect me X)

16. Who do you like right now?

- many.

17. Do you watch the Olympics?

- not quite my cup of tea. if it's euro or wc then i'm in.

18. Last restaurant you went to?

- didn't have appetite

19. Who was the last person to call you?

- dad.

20 . What's your zodiac sign?

- guess, it's obvious.

21 . Where do you spend most of yourmoney?

- save my money. for the bright future hopefully.

22 . Where does most of your familylive?

- extended ones? spread around the globe.

23 . Are you an only child or do youhave siblings?

- 2 more *source of annoyance* siblings

24 . Ever been called a h0e/$lut?

- the fact that i'm not doesn't guarantee people will love me.

25 . Ever been called a b!tch?

- the same as above

26. Collect anything?

- i get bored easily

27. Myspace or Facebook?

- blogger..yaay!!

28. Do you have mobile phone?

- yupp.

29.Last time you saw your parents?

- all the time X)

30 . Ever been to a wedding?

- yeah, almost recently

31 . Where is ur celphone?

- next to me

32 . are u wearing glasses now?

- thankfully, no.

33 . Are you missing anyone at themoment?

- honestly, it's a secret X)

34. Did you take a nap today?

- not yet

35. How many hours of sleep did youget last night?

- more than enough (sleepyhead)

36. Do you support the troops?

- depends on what they're signed for

37. Could you handle being in the military?

- no, but i fully support them if they're doing good deeds to serve citizens.

38 . Are you hungry or thirsty?

- thirsty.lazy.

39. Favorite restaurant?

- many.

40. Do you own a camera?

- X) a very stylish one!

41. Ever had to take a sobrietytest?

- no need to, i'm sobber all the time

42. Do you have a photo hosting sitethat you use?

- flickr.

43 . Last place you were at?

- toilet

44. What is your current wish?

- only God knows. amiien.

45. wheres you parents?

- near with me as always

46. Do you have any regrets?

- i try to live not to be ridden by regrets

47 . what are you wearing?

- dotsie-dress

48. fave jewelry?

- a ring from mother

49. talent?

- still undiscovered

50. does sum1 hate u?

- mebbe..

52. Favorite place to be?

- anywhere around my loved ones

53. Favorite fast food resto?

- i'm trying to eliminate junk frommy body *still trying*

54. How is the weather today?

- weird.

55 . Do you e-mail?

- of cruuuzz

56. Last letter/piece of mail youreceived besides junk or a bill?

- email from my dad

57. Are you dating someone right now?

- truthfully, it's the best secret i won't share X)


Saturday, January 05, 2008

i have taken an article from arsenal official website about becks arrival in the colney training ground. the ground is occasionally used as england training ground, so becks is all but unfamiliar with the place. he may use "nearby to his house" as his reason but one cannot argue that decision was taken based on wenger's reputation as a manager. and becks good relationship with arsene wenger makes it a lot easier. enjoy it everybody.....

Wenger - Beckham's stay will not be a 'circus'
By Chris Harris

Arsene Wenger will not allow David Beckham's link-up with Arsenal to become a media 'circus'.
The former England captain will be training at London Colney this month as he bids to stay fit ahead of England's international friendly against Switzerland in February.

Wenger has poured cold water on suggestions that Beckham could register to play for Arsenal and insists that the 32-year-old's spell with the Premier League leaders will remain low-key.
"We are helping him to work on his fitness and trying to keep it as quiet as possible," said Wenger.

"He's just come back from a long break and has had injuries. He joined us on January 2nd. He will not be playing in any games and will not be registered. He is just training.

"We don't want to make something complicated out of something that is very simple. He doesn't live far away and always loved Arsenal. That's why we help him.

"It will not become a circus. We are quite well equipped here to handle that here. We have mirror doors and everything that is needed."

Beckham was pictured in an Arsenal training kit, sporting the No 23, during a first-team session on Friday. So had he forgotten his own kit? Wenger cleared that matter up quickly.

"We give a kit to everyone who practices. When a triallist comes from anywhere in the world we give him a kit" said the frenchman.

finally, i get to see becks training with arsenal. there are more pics of him but i wont put them here, coz they are for our eyes only hehe...i really wish he could be part of arsenal team. unfortunately, i could only dreaming as i know the fact that hes already signed a contract with LA Galaxy. and also, hes always been a fan of man utd. so, its impossible. anyway, seeing him running and laughing with one of my fav teams is enough. i will be posted some news regarding his 'involvement' in arsenal training ground.