Tuesday, November 28, 2006
HE DESERVES IT..
I Don't really understand why ppl keep talking shits about canna winning ballon d'or. whoever wins get the knock, even if eto'o or henry won the award press will keep saying shit about those players. honestly, i wasn't a big fan of canna untill wc 06. just look at the video, he was outstanding the best i've ever seen in my whole life. he helped gigi kept cleen sheet during wc 06 , he captained italy to the finals and lifted the fifa world cup. Gosh, i still can't believe those ppl making hype about canna and ballon d'or, if he wasn't that talented why did most journalists around the world voted for him??i still believe he deserves it, just look at his performance this year
Monday, November 27, 2006
Friday, November 24, 2006
olla..i'm doing a bit ok today yeah after the worst storm. i'm trying to ignore the pain inside of me. luckily i still hv my sist. she's the one who's been supporting me about this situation. incidentally she's gone the same route b4 and i was the one who's encouraging her now it's my turn to fall down *sux*. whatever, ok i'm not going to let my heart out again. it's kind of lame actually, i'm moving on and trying to get pass this.
i hv no clue what to say. i'm hoping to meet my hs friend next week, that's the only thing that keeps me motivated *secara mood gw emg ancur bgt!!*. i just can't wait coz it's been forever since i met her. i mean we've grown so much since our last meeting and it's really good when we can put our past behind us. i think both of us have gone through rough path and we both kinda share the same advices. i've known her for such a long time but unfortch we weren't close when we were in hs but when she went abroad to pursue her studies she contacted me and blablabla we became closer than ever. *secara emg gw g byk tmn dan dy itu kenal gw bgt* jd yh begitulah gw g sabar mo ketemu *lmyn bwt refreshing*. pheeeww..
i hv no plans for this weekend, maybe i'm going to chill or just spend my time watching soccer. o yeah my sist got her psp at las with this bundle of games and free gifts *christmas comes early my dear?* haha she got her psp and i got my baby noir ipod haha i'm still happy although i hv my pinky-ipod still i want to get the brand new noir-ipod. i actually wanted to buy a camera but i still couldn't find the right one so i pick my noir. gosh..THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!! THANK YOU GOD FOR LISTENING TO EVERY PRAYER, BEING THERE FOR ME, AND GIVING ME THE BEST IN LIFE *FAMILY AND LOVED ONES*..there's always good reasons behind the drama, lies, deceit, and hatred.
take my note, everything happens for good reasons. i've been there done that and mebbe i'm much more mature beyond my years because of what i've gone through and i thank God for that. i will always have my faith in God, my family, and my loved ones.i'd never want to trade everything for the experiences i went thru although i know those bummers were frustrating at first, thank God i could handle it properly. i can say this coz i've been there seriously mebbe ppl would say owh ure just too young to understand but believe me i've had much worst storm than anyone my age ever has. i hope i can be a better person everyday i open my eyes i don't want to overstated everything but it's just so hard to be a better person *innerly and outterly*.
KEEP YOUR HOPE AND FAITH ALIVE!!BBY SIGNING OFF,
i chose to write bout her for my last post coz ppl have said a lot bout her divorce case. and frankly, i quite disgusted. well, k-fed wont be like what he is today without her silly help. she 'made' him....sorry to say shes just the same as k-fed. and now shes trying to get her famous back by making public appearances everywhere. most ppl love the idea of letting her wedding band off her lousy finger, but to me she'll always be britney who likes the attention. and her smile seems funny to me, whats wrong with her mouth? most prob some lose joints....anyway with all the controversies around her marriage she definitely gain a point here. she'll prob release her alb soon and all the dilemmas and controversies will help her make it to the top. just like what nick lachey did, and now he has fame in his pocket. well well she just the same and lame. shes showing her new image as 'it' girl by goin out with paris hilton. why dont you mind your boys brit? they need you at home rather than spending your time partying prob its better for you to feed your baby, girl....i used to like her but after shes acting strange i totally change my view toward the former teen queen. man....she cant sing, prob she can dance (a bit) but that doesnt guarantee her success in the future. whatever....
this is our fave couple and they know how to keep us waiting for something more exciting. after cambodia, its time for vietnam. i dont know where are they goin next. but no matter where they goin, im sure its goin to be lovely. i hope they can stop by to our country....yum yum. they look completely normal and enjoying their precious time wisely. its just funny they rode a bike just like we do in our country, prob the same moto cycle hehe. we'll wait and see....
im back again....sure i'll always be. it seems ridiculous reading news bout this gentleman above. its not that i do not care bout his desire but it seems Real put salt on his wound over and over again. im not certain whether the news is a credible one coz it seems absurd with a lot of non sense as an add on ingredient. it says someone from inside Real Madrid or he put it in as somebody from board of directors insists theres no further contract negotiation with beck and he assures media that a lot of board directors want to overboard this man as soon as they can. well, hearing a lot of rubbish recently from both newspaper and electronic medias makes me sick of them. why cant they leave him and his family alone. there are plenty of players who have yet to renew their contract but no one is busy talking bout them. well, its bcoz hes david beckham and everybody around the world knows him. i think hes more valuable as a player more than as 'a show business'. sadly, not many ppl would think the same way as i do. it might be a coincidence but after Real signed him in 2003, Real rocketing to no 1 in 3 yrs time to be the wealthiest club on earth. and now Real signed a deal with spanish media mediapro worth estimated 1.1 billion euros and it has been declared the biggest tv deal ever made in history. this is of course, a huge boost for calderon as a president. he barely stand for the position more than a few months, he has brought some guarantee that they will remain comfortly in top position for 2nd consecutive year as no 1 club on earth. well, its time for the sporting side to make something for the fans as they have yet to impress ppl with their worse records ever. beck might or might not extend his contract but surely the club got what their wanted, fame and glory.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Monday, November 20, 2006
I'm on fire..haha guess what?in such short few days i have receieved different treatments from two people who are very dear to me. i think i have fulfilled my responsibilities towards them but the fact that they're playing fire against me makes me sic! yeah sic! i have *allmixedup* feelings inside of me and it's not cool at all. angry-dissapointed-hurt-tired. although i'm taking a rest from these two ppl. but i still receive texts and it kinda makes me feel lot more dissapointed than before.and i have finally saw the whole truth so i feel the pressure is on me now.
i just want you both to realize your mistakes and fix it. i just want you to realize and learn something while you still have me and while you still can.
i dunno if iever forgive 'em for what they hv done or said. not only their words hv affected me but it's also what they've done without my knowledge. maybe they'll say i'm over-sensitive but it's who iam. and i can't change the fact that that i'm hyper-sesnitive or whatever. just as the way i accept them as one of my loved ones. oh God i still can't figure out what the hell i shud do with them. i dun want to mess things up and i dun want to write more mistakes by giving them one more chance *i dun believe in 3rd chance*
mebbe i'm not expecting you to treat me like i do but can u pls just try to understand that i hv feelings too and i bruise easily..
poor him, he goes under pressure again and the suspects are without a doubt pressmen. weeks after weeks he has been rumoured to exit Real Madrid this january. no matter how hard he tries to convince ppl that hes comfortable at Real, newspapers always find a way to upset him. this time around about his attendance in tomkats wedding. ok, he attended their pre-wedding party but that doesnt mean he was there at the wedding. it seems pressmen are too excited seeing dave b suffer, only God knows the real reason is. all the headlines stating the same lame news, 'estrange relationshiops between beck and his coach, capello'. although the club and capello himself already stating their stand, ppl dont bother and keep assuming becks future career. capello stated in the Reals official website after the match that beck was allowed to leave for rome coz the doctor said he could and he also said beck didnt miss a training not even a minute. is that a sound statement form the coach? well i pressume it isnt enough for public. they keep lambasting him as if he isnt human after all. however, the becks are used to this scenario and keep goin with their usual life, that is to become the target of paparazzi. i even laughed at news saying that beck went to tomkats WEDDING! how hilarious is this?. they must have overlooked the man in the VIP box wacthing his teammates take on racing santander last saturday. luckily, he decided to watch the game, i cant imagine not seeing him throughout the game. most probably they would create another scene and saying beck flew without capellos consent. yet, another rubbish to send beck packing. anyhow, champs league is bout to begin this midweek and look like he will miss this game as well due to his injury in his knee. well, i just hope Real could win this game since they lost to lyon weeks before. i pressume, capello would most likely use the same lineup as he has done it before. i am very frustrated coz im unable to watch the game. hopefully, it will be aired in local tv stations.
its just beautiful to see them spending time together in public with ease. contrary to what ppl say in magazines or newspapers, i believe they are not doing it for themselves or pretending to be one of the most gorgeous celebs couple in the planet. like any other families on earth, they do need to enjoy their time together and BE a family. its not their fault to be on a headline everyday with different make up stories to get ppl excited. unlike most women celebs, angie doesnt bother to those news and continue with her spectacular life. she has this natural beauty that we, believe isnt a fake one. botox, face lift, breast implants, what can we ask more from our nasty celebs? tsk tsk
Thursday, November 16, 2006
PS3 launch is around the corner. pardon me, i meant around the corner in the US. ppl are willing to stand the weather for hours probably days to get ahead of 'touching' the brilliant gadget. it'll be only 17 of nov but ppl are already anxious to get their hands on the new next-gen console PS3, which i doubt Wii fans can overtake this moment. it seems wars between game producers are getting heavier and they wont stop there. microsoft is trying to divert ppls attention from its rivals by preparing sales of its the most waited games of the year. and not only that nintendo is now ready to launch its successor of gamecube which is Wii. im so excited hearing such news, that means theres an obvious competition between these producers and we, users, would like to see more exciting games coming up this year. unfortunately, a few of PS3 games will not be made available this year as EA has announced to push back its sale to early 2007 and i believe many others follow its suit to make fans wait a lil more. cant wait to here more news bout the console itself coz lots of ppl have been excited to see how PS3 counterattack XBOX360
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Monday, November 13, 2006
he most probably wondering right now what went wrong with his performance last thurs day against ecija. coz as far as he concerned, he did 110% throughout the game and with his flawless (during that game) performance, the least capello could do was to incl. him in the game against osasuna last night. but it was false alarm, he wasnt included in the first team. ste-c has already announced his team to face holland this thurs and it obviously beck isnt in the teamsheet. and how is he goin to face reality that he isnt considered as a best player as he is now carrying his status. capello might like robinho and reyes pace and ability to dribble perfectly, but they lack of team spirit. i barely saw, reyes took the ball on his own and created a goal without giving a chance to a possible threat teammate on opponents goal when hes still with arsenal, most probably arsene wenger emphasizing solid team work. i know he needs to impress capello in order to stay at Real but he can consider giving a teammate as a better options to score goals. robinho is a different thing. he has beautiful control of the ball but sometimes an experienced opponent might overrule his actions and instead get the control of the ball and another loss to Real. passing ability is something they do not posses and capello needs to emphasize this to both of them. its ok, to show some classic moves or magic abilities but they have to remember that team is above them all. whatever they might have in mind, nothing should come between success and team work. i really respect thierry henry for his low profile remarks regarding european award he might miss. he doesnt come to football to win awards for himself but if he does have one he'll be glad but nothin in the world will please him so much but to help his team achieve what they desire. this is just one of criterias that i respect him more than any players, he never thinks about his interest above team. i dont know whats in capellos mind but i must assure myself that whatever he has in mind will not affect beck future. he has said earlier that he loves this club and would like to stay for a long time regardless his lack of team performance under capello. well, he doesnt have to be concerned with his situation at this moment, it should be Real Madrid who need to be careful. if they are unable to make dave b signed a new contract extension, they will certainly lose him to another club without a penny left for them. they must admit it, whether they like it or not, beck is the most profitable player they currently have. and by losing him to other clubs, they will lose millions of pounds. not only that, they must face the fact that Real might not be the wealthiest club in the world coz their gold mine has flown to a deserved club. every week a club offer an interest of signing him as their player for a long term contract. im not sure whether those news are true coz the more i read them the more absurd the story goes. well, looks like your not the only one who has interest on him, mr. calderon. beck can say he will stay but he wants to know if hes still considered as one of the asset if not, he will certainly look elsewhere. he can wait forever and decides to leave end of this season. it doesnt hurt him, but certainly will for Real Madrid. lots have been said in the newspapers bout his absence in the first team, but no one talks about his performance in the last copa del rey which impresses me a lot. perhaps, ppl should stop snooping becks backyard and find other things to do. its rare for me to see and/or hear ppl talking bout his success in carrying tasks and bring a win for Real instead, ppl still consider him as a model who does catwalk without look at his talents. he might have posed for a few magazines and sponsored several products this past years but it doesnt make him an idiot in football. he still have those crosses that stupify defenders and hes involvement on the pitch is someting we shouldnt overlook. well, no one understands him better than his fans, i think we as his fans will not stop to support him througout his career. whatever he does, we will be there for him just like i always be there for my family and my future husband......
just cant wait to see who will be in the teamsheet for next Reals match, i hope capello considers changing his lineup and formation coz other teams have already thought how to counterattack with that formation. its too easy to predict and the team need some refreshment. dropping a couple of players who dont perform doesnt hurt the team. i saw guti walking toward tunnel after he has been substituted, leaving fans wondering what have happened to him. beck came running toward tunnel too after the match, left me puzzled coz this is the first time seeing him does that. probably the crowd gave him uneasy feeling and leaving ASAP was the only option. by the way, osasunas crowd should be banned from entering stadium coz what they did to casillas in the first half was silly and disgusting. they dont have a sense of respect toward visitors. and this isnt the first time it happens, beck used to be thrown things while he took corner kicks. spain football federation should look into this matter seriously and take actions against enemy of fair football, like italian FA had done with AS Romas crowd few years back. anyway, im proud of ruudtje who scored 4 goals in the match and that earns him 8 goals so far. probably he should do more in the champs league....thatll be great
Helloww, ok i hv few comments about football and everything. let's start with my beloved arsenal!
ARSENAL, oowww the game was tight! with unlikely goalscorers: Mathieu Flamini, Kolo Toure, and William Galas. Liverpool have this history of losing when they're away but i didn't buy it i mean in football anything can happen. I almost decide not to watch the game luckily my sist insisted so we watched the whole game. of course the game wasn't flawless but it was ok nerve-wracking! i feel pity for liverpoodilan i dunno really what was going on with them. they hv the same manager, personnels, so what the hell is wrong? maybe they need to do some rotation or maybe they need to be more discipline with their role. now arsenal are back on top3 i hope things are going to get better so they can challenge the title.
REAL MADRID, i feel pity for mr.becks he's playing barely 10 minutes. and my sist is officially devastated. she talks non-stop how things shud get better for beck after his last game against ecija. well we never know what's inside capello's mind. i just hope he'll continue to play at real madrid. i think he belongs there you know and things aren't suppose to get ugly for him. he's been dropped from england squad, being sidelined with capello, and his kid is awfully sick. oowwhh GOD please give him the best. ok back to my review, i was so excited that after my arsenal's game, real madrid would play against osasuna. my sist kept telling me how bad the crowd was and she hoped real madrid would be ok playing in osasuna's stadium. well look at casillas poor him he was being bullied by the crowd. somebody threw him a cigarette lighter. i think most of the crowd are smoking and feeling anxious. if i was one of real madrid players i'd feel frightened myself. just look at the crowd man!btw real madrid played a good match 4-1 *all of the goals by van the man* he played 15 matches and scored 13 goals. wow that's what u called a striker. the match was awesome except the fact that once again capello sidelined my sist beloved first love. hixhixhix
I've been emotionally unstable *blame PMS* but right now i'm trying to do better things you know. and i'm trying to be a better person for my loved ones. i hope God will answer my prayers and show me the right path.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Saturday, November 11, 2006
finally i had time to write bout thursdays game against ecija. it was an entertaining match and i really do hope Real will play the same way as the did on thurs. 1st half was too dull to watch and if it hadnt been Real id probably switch to other channel. fortunately, 2nd half offered a different side of Real Madrid and i didnt have the heart to leave my couch. anyway, Real gave the visitors some classical counterattacks with different attitude and nearly gave them a lead but the goalkeeper saved the day. but ecija didint stop to impress santiago bernabeus crowd and clearly became strongest contender for the kings cup title. Real were sloppy in terms of controlling the ball and let the opponents took the opportunity given but diego lopez cleverly avoid any lead mins after 2nd half started. in the 50 min Real bravely grab the opportunity by scoring their first goal which had been made possible by beck intelligent low, but accurate, shot with his left foot. and the rest as ppl say is history. goal feast continued and wrapped up by an amazing shot from youngster ruben de la red. the game was way much better than their last game against lowly celta vigo. ecija may not be one of the strongest clubs in la liga but they certainly post threats to Real Madrid throughout the match and even took a goal as a 'gift' from Real. but still, improvement needs to be done in every possible way to get Real Madrid goin for the next round and their opponents most probably not goin to be another minnows. they were lucky ecija missed few chances and unable to get an equaliser, if not, it would be another nightmare for Real Madrid as they already suffered a bitter defeat against celta vigo. capello decided to rest his 1st team squad and let others show their ability and it wasnt so bad. ruben de la red impresses me so much i thought he was 25. why Real have to bother chasing fabregas when they have intelligent centermidfield player such as de la red? dont make same mistakes twice as they did with eto'o. overall im satisfied with the result and how they play, except the defenders who gave away cheap possesion to opponents, esp dave b who had mesmerizing game. not only, he put his team in the lead, he also showing his masterpiece throughout the match and im sure capello is glad his 'golden balls' player returned to fitness in time. he defends, he goes upfront, he tackles and other things he had done in the past showing a sign he already regained his confidence and composure. at least, public know the reason why capello put him on the bench after his interview with skysport. beck was suffering from, what i love to call, lack of support illness from his own countrymen. it seems ppl have forgotten his exellent duty over the past 6 yrs in charge as captain. have i heard ppl complaining about JTs awkward error during croatias game? a big NO. if beck had been the captain, it would have been a major headline all over newspapers around england. everytime something goes wrong beck has always been the scapegoat, including england defeat in WC 06. i need to highlight this, if ENGLAND PLAYERS DO NOT WANT TO HELP THEMSELVES, DO NOT COMPLAIN AND BLAME OTHER PLAYERS. why dont they play like other national players play, perhaps with some mentality adjustments they can win something in the upcoming years. i think it hurts beck a lot when he wasnt called up for a friendly game against holland but i definitely think he can cope with storms right now. i dont understand why ste-c still stubbornly leave beck in the dark. im not sure if indeed beck gained his 1st team options for Real, he would be chosen for any england games. im starting to think ste-c has something against david beckham that he wont tell to public as he brilliantly avoiding those questions. i hope england will learn something after the match and id love to see ste-c being booed around the stadium coz his lack of judgements and weak strategy. why dont you continue your coach studies in the USA? it probably helps you to be a 'clever' manager.