Wednesday, October 31, 2007



love...love...love is in the air. lovestoned as it is. the gunners leveled the game with liverpool and now arsenal are sharing points with man utd although arsenal have slight advantage with a game in hand. huge disappointment clouding me coz missed lpool vs arsenal match and most probably will miss the next important match against man utd. i strongly disagree with christie ronaldo statement that whoever wins the game on saturday will be the champions. noting barca unbelieveable performances midway through the season didnt make them champions. it all depends on luck and how key players playing their part throughout the season. well, i guess i have to wait and see how the result goes. i still have faith though with arsenes army they have yet to disappoint me, hopefully not.




Saturday, October 13, 2007



//umbrella for the ladies//

i'm very much tired and sleepy, for odd reasons. i want to listen to my ipod but it's basically prepared for 2moro (me and my family are going for inter-city round trip). in less than few days i'm going (again!) to have my nearly dead-brain relaxed for a while. haha. it's so funny, while i'm busy writing my mom's waiting for her pasta to come from the kitchen (my bro's a ogger and he eats EVERYTHING!!). i have this new digicam and it's the cutest thing that ever came to my life. mwahmwah!

now everyone in my family is eating pasta, my bro's eating his 2nd plate hohoho. and i'm still busy reading eisley's journal. i love their posts, especially sherri's not only she's the only one who posts almost everyday but she's so funny. heart EISLEY! owh gosh i'm so damn sleepy and i haven't packed my stuff for my escapade. the temperature is very much low these days, pheeww, hate this. hope i'm not catching cold soon. am i the only one who's having problems with myspace? i miss my page, tho usually i don't check it very often but still i have few friends there.

i still feel surreal that i have friends that are either no longer single, still single, married, having babies, or even divorced (sadly, but life must go on rite??). i still feel like the same old disneyprincess girl but grown wiser of course. someday i believe i will get married with the right man who deserves me and who truly loves me for eternity. haha true disney fan don't you think? but deep inside i believe that life isn't always sweet but life surely is tasty! i just want to have my happiness lasts for lifetime..haha evens shrek had bumps with fiona. but still with my own puzzle made of brain i still think that marriage isn't on top of my list (sorry!). still have my own priorities in life, however if my mom ask me, then i'll do it haha as if! i will try to do anything to please my parents (including using my dad's lappie instead of mine in my room just to be sighted!).

i'm very sleepy rite now, better signing off before my dad uses his ogger power just to make me go to bed hihihi. hopefully i can pos something in the next few days before i'm off to a very relaxing escapade. and for those who haven't heard eisley go check them out on youtube!

signing off,

dad'slilprincess

Thursday, October 11, 2007

my bff 4 ever..



as i read one of sherri's post on her band's site and it was about her sist (stacy) 19th bday , i was inspired to write somethng about my lovely sist.

happy bday stacy!!may god bless you and keep writing good stuff!
so her words remind me of my own half/soulsist/dnarelatedsist/bff4ever/myeverything. and yeah i feel blessed having her with me coz she was the only one who stood by me even when my friends turneed their back against mine (well my mom didn't know and i didn't tell her coz i know she'd FREAK OUT!, my dad was busy working all around region, my bro was always invisible haha). ok it's a lame issue but still it happened, and i can't just say im over it can i?. we both shared EVERYTHING, i really mean every single thing in our lives are shared. we both are very well connected, sometimes i feel like both of us are twins when the fact is we're not(sadly). well i'm a nosey when it comes to her private issues haha, (now she's been calling me names coz i'm ruining her sweet time with my dad's lappie hohoho).
2moro i'm going to see my sist's friend after long time no see, we intend to have dinner together and spend hilariously good time together. i'm very close to my sist's friends.. we have special bond i guess..like she with my old friends. there's special connection between me and my sist's friends, the funny thing is we have known each other since i was in junior high but i seldomly spend my time with them. i was shy and quiet around them until 2/3 years a go when we first went to a sport tournament (or maybe before that but i don't really remember).
we both argue (a lot) every single day, we have differences that's why sometimes we're incompatible but at times we're also inseperable. i don't trust anyone like i trust her (beside God, and my mom), she's still mad to most of the people who've hurt me and i can't stop her from getting mad. it was very personal and very much damaging to me, my sist knows exactly how i felt and how i had to deal with that back then. she's very honest, sincere, humble, kind-hearted, funny, moody, KRAZEEE, annoying, stone-headed just like my dad, very nice, and (i had to stop coz my mom asked me to got to kitchen to pick somestuff be back in a sec) wait..where was i owwhh, yes about my sist..she's not the most patient person, she's XTRA funny when she's in a goood mood but don't come near her when she'snot in the moood (except for me coz i always bug her even when her good mood button is off/damaged haha). the best thing about her is she's very loyal, and of course she's the best advisor in the world (beside my mom+dad, and almighty God).
she's my mentor in soccer, she knows everything about soccer, she's amazing! tho i have my dislikes list about her but i won't disclose it for now (keep it for later hoho). i've always been the nosey and centerofattentionlilmiss, but she's never ever for once get jealous with me. it's good to know that i have my own fans that'll never turn their back on me hahaha..
lovvveeee y'aaall!!!!! i love my God, my parents, my sis, and my bros.
thank you God, i'm speechless now i truly believe that everything's in Your hand.
peace out!
"thenorthlondoner aka the lilsist"
usually i'll put down some notes about football but nothing comes to mind at the moment although i do have something bothering my head lately. its been two weeks astro hasnt managed to telecast live of real madrid matches. i was hoping to watch their match soon after arsenal big win against derby county. however, my hope was dashed and felt anxious coz astro has never failed to air real madrid matches since becks arrival 4 yrs ago. and now suddenly, they have been scrapped off the list. i hope astro can give better answers this time. i still a fan of becks but i do like watching real madrid play their games as well. anyway, england will play against estonia at home and win the game, as predicted by most ppl. and then, fly over to russia to have a visit. they won the first match against russia and hopefully they can win this time. russia is a lot stronger at home than visiting. england form is pickin up lately but without the in form striker michael owen, i doubt they can make a bigger scoreline. some ppl will say there will be replacement for injured players, however, will they be as good as the injured? no one knows. i just despise seeing carrick playing on the center. he doesnt fit to play for england coz he loses possesion to much. again, becks will miss these two matches and i am not sure whether or not i am goin to watch those games. i just hope they will win so becks can still play his part in next matches. no, perhaps it will be good if england lose against russia so becks can play bigger part. still, i am not sure ste-c will play him. best wishes to him....hopefully he can play his final game with LA GALAXY

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

ten cent blues


Your favorite motto these days:
// getting older is a GUARANTEE but getting wiser is an OPTION, every single thing that have happened/ is going to happen in my life no matter if it's a good thing or a low key i take it step by step coz it could be a blessing in disguise.

What is important today?
// my DONUTS!!

Song most repeated today:
// eisley's songs

Song that makes u sad lately:
// i had tears in my eyes when i listened to i don't wanna know yesterday. it's inexplainable, i hate to admit it was unpredictable that thing happened in my life.

Song that makes u smile lately:
// vintage people by eisley, it's a cute song

Person you miss the most:
// granny

What kept you awake last night:
// csi vid-game

What wake you up this morning:
// my dad woke me up

What did you have for breakfast:
// choc pudding specially made by my mom

What do you want for dinner:
// beef and chicken terriyaki..sluurrp

What are you enjoying at this verymoment?
/ / my life, my family,my loved ones and every blessing God has given me. my ipod, my digicam, my cellphones, and everything in between

What did you wear yesterday:
// play vid-games

What youre wearing now:
// pyjamas

What youre thinking to wear for the next party:
// my LBD

Lately Ive been doing:
// some thinking and soul-searching

Lately Ive been busy planning:
// my next crime scene (on csi vidgame)

Last concert I went to:
// some concert few years a go

Ne xt concert I want to go:
// eisley or NFG!!

Last gift you received:
// my red-cam (it was the best surprise i ever have in my life)

Last gift you gave:
// in few days me and my sist will be giving some gifts for our friends

Place I go the most these days:
// myroom, my mom's room, different malls,etc

Place you want to go:
// emirates stadium, disneyland in calif, and backpacking through europe with my sist.

I am looking forward to:
// my dad buy new lappie hahaha

Hopefully :
// i can always be hopeful, honest, patient, and up to my parents expectations.


ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
// i have two scars on my left arm, i fell from my sist's bike when i was 6.i had four ops because of that luckily i survived. but inside, i have scars that will never be healed that's why i have trust issues with ppl from my past and i'm paranoid on certain hopefully i can fix it before i get too old haha

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
// great tho i didn't get my DONUTS!!!!

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
// golly sandra by eisley

WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHINGRIGHT NOW?
// DONUTS!!

WHAT DO YOU MISS?
// having a long conversation mith my other bro

WHICH DO YOU PREFER HOTDOGS/BURGERS?
// depends

THE LAST ALCOHOLIC DRINK YOU DRANK?
// nope don't drink alcohol

THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT WITH?
// my famz

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE/PERFUME?
// gosh..this is hard!! ilove chanel+jean patou+versace red jeans+hermes+oscar de la renta coz those resemblance mymom and her beautiful personalities, marc jacobs, miss dior cherie, bvlgari, etc

WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKEON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
// anything will do ;)

COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
// swedish coffee

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA?
// beef pepperonni

IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW,WHAT WOULD IT BE?
// DONUTS

DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
// depends haha

DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
// yeah

FAVORIT E CLOTHES?
// my soccer jerseys!

WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS TAKEN?
// usually no..hopefully never

WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONEHOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
// show them that u really care by being sincere, honest and kind.

SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100
// 9

WHO IS THE PERSON YOU CALL OFTEN?
// noone coz i don't really call ppl usually ppl call me haha

WHAT ANNOYS YOU?
// bumps in my journey but i know with God with me nothing can stop me if He wants me to continue my life

YOUR WEAKNESSES?
// indecisive, impatient, moody well my sist can tell u the rest *she'll never stop*

FIRST JOB?
// being a good daughter hohoho

EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
// when i was in elementary

WHAT WERE YOU DOING WHEN YOU FILLEDTHIS?
/ / listening to my ipod *it's eisley btw*

IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHATWOULD IT BE?
// i feel blessed with what i'm currently, and my mom'd definitely kill me if she finds out that i want to do a plastic surgery

WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
// better than doing nothing.

WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
// happiness that will last for lifetime, blessings for me and my family, and...

WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
// some gorgeous artist/model

WHAT DO YOU DO MOST WEEKEND?
// soccer-time!

WHAT IS YOUR PLAN?
// nothing in my life is mapped out. i prefer to take it step by step.

WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
// few months a go

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
// yeah

GOONERS4LIFE!!

Monday, October 01, 2007

(opening up)





i'm very much confused with people out there. they seem eager to jump into uncertain commitments that i as a person would think 1000x. i keep on telling myself that it's their views not mine and of course i'm not the same as them. mebbe it's because i've gone through lot more worst than what others might even have gone through in their lives. sometimes i think i'm paranoid, but if it's the best for me, why bother? being commited into your life, work, and family is very much hard to deal.



i'm still young and i never think too much about commitments, it's just that i'm holding back too much. i don't want to be the one ended up crying and regretting. if i'm going for a future together with someone, i'd love to have full preparation. i don't want one of us to regret our decision, mebbe i've been living in a big city too long so my mind-set is very much different from others. it's very2 complicated as it may seem, a commitment that sounds very hard to explain.



i'm in a process of growing up therefore i believe that throwing my young age for something useless is definitely not an option. i won't rule out getting married at young age tho..as long as me and him both are ready to be fully commited, and we have the blessings from both families. coz i won't turn my back from my family and i hope he's wise enuff not to turn his back too.



i've seen too many divorces, break-ups, and letdowns, i guess that's why i'm holding back too far. i'm focusing on my own life with my family and loved ones right now, i want to spend my time making them happy. it's not easy to search for the perfect one but i do believe if i'm a good person then i deserve a bright future with someone who's destined to be with me for eternity.



i understand why my sist's always advise me not to rush things, let it flow and be patient. i wish i could say the same thing to my colleagues, but it's not easy when you're blinded with your own feelings. i have a friend who's quite close to me, i'm very emotional and she on the other hand is very calm. we've known each other for quite some time now, but she went abroad and we're separated miles away. i do care about her, it's just that she never listens to me mebbe because i tell her the real deal and she can't accept that reality (does) bite. we've had our problems, somehow we managed to solve it by sweeping it deeply till i'm tired to keep it under rug swept. it's very much dysfunctional isn't?



i've never called her in 3 months, and we only chat online..i've missed out so much about her. mebbe it's the commitments we both made in our respective lives, we have to sacrifice our friendship. too many letdowns between us, she made her speech to me about her side of story. i stopped and listen, it's hard for me to digest i didn't expect for her to go through such pain. she wanted me to meet her, but i wasn't ready. till now i think i'm basically not ready for our reunion after years apart. i don't know why mebbe i'm waiting for the right moment just to look ate her and spill out every bean in my life.


Signing off,

_lilmisssunshine09_