everytime i pass by, you pretend to ignore me. but i know deep inside you have questions hanging for me and you are anxious heavily coz i didnt see you like the way you wanted me to. i am sorry to say we might have tried too hard. too hard till we barely see our own self. i am more than willing to say this, i am not afraid to start it from zero. anything as i am with you it will never be a worthless experience. where are you goin to take me this time? hopefully it will be a peaceful place.

battle for a second place will start in not more than 2 hrs. i am curious whos goin to be in the lineup. personally, id love to see ronnie play this time and not be a sub once more like what capello planned 2 weeks ago. and of course, seeing beck on the bench is much more hurting than sitting on the couch watching Real lose, its bcoz i am used to see Real lose in important matches thats why. if capello pleased with his performance last wed, he surely needs to incl. him in the squad sheet. he hasnt made up his mind though, but i have this doubt that beck will play. my guess the formation would go like this, casillas-salgado-ramos-mejia-carlos-raul-emerson-guti-robinho-ruudtje-ronaldo. thats if he goes with 4-4-2 formation but if he insists playing his lame shame formation 4-3-2-1 the line up should go like this, casillas-salgado-ramos-mejia-carlos-emerson-dela red-guti-raul-robinho-ruudtje. but i doubt he will put dela red at risk since hes young and inexperience in a big game such as this. robinho is quite ok and he can be valuable at times by giving good passes. as long as reyes isnt playing id please to watch the match without having a seizure. i am deeply sadden by capello action by not dropping emerson when he wasnt playing at his best and instead giving him his support and continue incl. him in the lineup. while beck continued to be left alone in no mans land. i guess i have to wait and see till the match starts or i wont be able to give harsh and/or good comments.

well well nice to see ashley is goin out with someone apart from his boyf pete waynez. its surprising to see this new friends having dinner together. its not that i doubt ashleys celeb status but they havent been seen together in public place before. and its a good news (to my sis to be exact) for her to have a normal life like everybody else on earth. ive read few articles publishing bout celebs life that has been intruded by paparazzi. life is miserable with them around i guess. several yrs ago princess diana was the victim and now the list is endless. recently, jessica simpsons having a trouble with paparazzi outside a shop. they even had a WWF moment just to snap pictures of jessica shopping. its scary to hear ppl arguing and screaming over your pics, thats ridiculous. i dont mind if pictures are only their reason but they sometimes giving negative tips to media, claiming false news to be an accurate morning news, who are you ppl? CIA?. Li-Lo crashed her car for 3 times already and ppl laughing at her as if she cant drive and saying mean things like, an old grandpa is even a better driver than her. whats that? her car was crammed with paparazzi and some of them were even on top of her car just to get her pics having coffee with her friends. thats totally gone overboard and authorities must do somethin bout this, i doubt it though. anyway, im glad they are still intact and alive, thank God. how come nobody climbed beyonces car? oo probably coz paparazzi are terrified with her 'misfit' wig hiiiiiiii....

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