time has played me as a fool....im running out of time....now i will be left behind by all those who are lucky enough to climb they way up to heaven. each day starts and ends in a way i never expect it to be. i am is what i am....cant accept defeat....unable to head start....finishing bottom and im drown to every sea im passing. im lost...what do i have to do....is it the way everything meant to be....once again....i fail to fly sky high....nothing i can do but cursing till the end....i have to start all over from the very beginning....is it worth all the tears....walk all the way around the world just to feel my fingers touch the wind blows