i have been waiting this device to come knocking my door for a year now. thank God, finally my wish granted and now i can put my lovely hands on it and what else? play games. we've been through a lot this past two yrs and having a surprise like this, will help me find something to cheer up a bit. its impossible to imagine all those bumps will be washed away magically and leaving us with no burden. but human do fantasize, and the tale of the old man mending shoes floating in my mind once again. the old man unable to finish his tasks is desperate to have them done by morning, which he realizes are impossible to handle. exhausted by his long effort, he falls asleep. tadaa....the next morning he finds all unfinished shoes are done and shiny inside out. well well what has happened? who couldve done such a brilliant job in overnight? well they say dwarfs are the culprits. happy as he can be, nothin of that part of the story ever happens in the real world. no dwarfs can finish my assignments or house chores. i am looking at a mountain of clothes and when i open my eyes, that mountain will not vanish in a zip, except of course if my mom decides to put them away to relief my stress. but anyhow, they will always be there and my nuisance will never fade away. find happiness in a huge traffic congestion is somethin special even its not as heavy as a giant toad, but i can still feel the weight. its like meeting someone i love after months of seperation. joy, tears, sadness come overlapping in my moment of happiness but anyway, happiness is there. a single of fortune had gone unnoticed before and little i had done to grace it. however, unfortunate events led me to another way of forgiving and accepting things as they are. we, as a family are meant to be together, one down others will go with the flow as well. one and another have to be strong and unite against any misfortunes, and theres God who will always lift us up. grumbling wont help me against all odds and instead, putting me back on with another scramble of failures. i enjoy every second of my breath as its a gift from God almighty and i will not let it go by unaccounted. theres always a reason behind every events, and sometimes i dont understand the goodness behind it. i realize how much ive changed. happiness is no longer determine by a number of possesions but more toward possibilites and chances. if i were to be given a single chance to be in paris doing my intern, id definitely say yes. would i have said yes 2 or 3 yrs ago? i am not sure. i could do somethin different with my life and its up to me, falling in love with a metrosexual guy wont be excluded. to me life is about choices, we can choose to stick with our pain of love or goin toward other direction and rediscover our strenght, and its totally up to us. sometimes letting go is hard and hurting but if we are overshadowed by our own dilemmas, we wont go far. and definitely happiness can be found everywhere, here and there. would God limit our happiness? i doubt that, we are the ones putting our lives in jeopardy by choosing wrong directions. and if somethin happens it will happen nothin can stop it from happening, its a fate, nothin is coincidence

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