Wednesday, November 07, 2007

i survived their loathe
can they survive other's loathe?
"Here We Go Again"
And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back,
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant
I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not.
And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all times to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.
I'll write you just to let you know that
I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not.
(No, I'm not)
Oh (No, I'm not)
I'll write you to, to let you know that
I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not.
(No, I'm not)
I'm not, I'm not.
And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back...
(No, I'm not)
So we just take it back...
(I'm not)
So we just take it back...
soo, the song speaks for itself. this goes out
to everyone in the past
that truly hurt me in such cruel way
i'm not re-opening
every case
but as i looked through
some pages with their pictures
that almost made me puke
i cringe,
do they still remember
every detail
like i do?
it's never about letting go
or asking forgiveness
or even about forgetting
it's always been about bruises
how they all got in to me
how they all created
monsterous disasters
can't escape
we're all human being
i admit sometimes we're just being human
and maybe it went ballistic
but what they did was out of control
backstabbing
drama queens
tragic gossips
lies
betrayal
deceits
pathetic reasons
and i kept quiet
altho they never stopped
they continued exposing
every bitter side
that never existed
this shout out goes
to each and everyone of them
that thought
they might not remember
but i do
and i'll keep on remembering
coz it was a bitter lesson
it was painful
but i pulled through
not because of him
he did nothing but tailing me
but it was me who stood my ground
as i said before
it was never about rage
but if you get the punishments
do remember it's nothing
like what you made me go to
your nightmares are just going to start
when i have moved 10 pages forward
sorry is kinda outdated
forget is kinda lame
don't tell me
coz i've been moving too fast
WITHOUT YOU
so even if we finally meet
don't go shout my name
like i'm pretty known
they labelled me as non visible garbage before
why should be trying to make nice?
stop! PRETENDERS!

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