will i be able to...
will there be a hope for me to reach the sky once more...
sitting with legs crossed
both hands up in the air, asking for mercy and forgiveness
dark paths lead into gleam of lights?
grasping for a reality that doesnt hold such warm welcome
quitting is never the answer

here i come to you again
hold on at nothing but a bunch of pain
let me not be shadowed by darkness
leads nowhere but fortress

i want....
but i cant...
help me to hold that...
only Him hugs me tight