i don't understand why i had to endure such emotional downturn in a day. i am emotianally tired and battered. tomorrow will be a big day. so i have to be prepared for all possibilities that may come and slash me on the thoat. hope something will flourish somehow and someway. it's not possible that i would stumble upon my beloved PS2 by any chance. but even if i had found it, i still need to unravel the mistery where on earth my video games are?. confusing and depressing at the same time. after figuring out where to find those things, i may have to buy a tv to accommodate my PS2 since i am no longer controlling it now. *sigh* don't think about it, just do it. well, i guess nike has a good point on that.