dusty.rusty.windy

i don't want to feel sad

i don't want to feel hollow

i don't want to hide more tears

i don't want to have sorrow in silence

go away miseries

go away rainy days

go away bitter pills

go away sleepless nights

take my doubts

take my wounded heart

i'd rather be heartless

than having one but never whole

who'd want to fall into the same trap

at least i don't want to

the more you try to please

the more i feel displeased

patience, please stay

disguise, please go

if you don't intend to stay

coz i never invited you here

they're happy now

why can't i smile too

they're whole now

why i feel empty now

don't make me cry 

don't make me that i ain't

maybe we need some space

i'll never search for you if you don't want me like i want you

i've been in your place

and i know more than your brain knows

we'll see whose smile will last

we'll see how this will end