this is one of coolest pics i gathered from gamespot and i have to say i am satisfied with them. i am really glad hearing the news that new resident evil game will be out hopefully, this november. however, it only available only for wii. in order to try it i will have to have wii console and sad to say i may, financially bankrupt once i lay my hands on it. after numerous worthless buying habits, i started to figure out i have to stop this non sense once and for all. wait a minute...do i make any sense to you? i dont think you even understand this matter do you?. i tried once and failed. what makes me think i will make it out this time? no and once again ladies and gentleman, no is the ultimate answer. i will, like other girls spend their quality time by 'investing' in non essential goods. sigh...when does it have to end?...endless journey

i am quite disgusted nearly offended by articles written in local newspaper. how come they have been biased toward some football clubs. arsenal and real madrid are not good enough to be posted as headlines, although from time to time they included some good stories about both teams. however, good stories dont mean a balanced one. we realize ronaldinho is one of the greatest players ever exists, however his recent dipped form is basically caused by huge expectations from barca fans around the world. hes human, for god sake and not a robot. i am talking this way not bcoz i will be his lawyer defending from all critics, however, a player needs to take his rest once in a while. as soon as he scored his goal after so many critics, he suddenly became the 'one' once more. his pics all over the headlines claiming his form has rescued barca as always....duuh. hello...he scores a goal and suddenly people are talking bout his performance yada yada. cesc has even more promising future ahead of him but no one bothers. alex hleb helps his team won important matches, has anybody taken a minute to have him on the cover of sports newspaper? not just yet and im waiting for it to come up.

anyway, times online has a good article about becks recent match against hollywood team in order to raise fund for californians who are suffering from fire outbreak a couple of weeks ago. he scored twice and had three assists to contribute in the match, which is good. england friendly match against austria is coming up less than 2 weeks and i expect his name will be on the list of players against austria. some people argue that his involvement in england squad is nothing but useless. fav contender to set becks aside is of course shaun wright phillips. i dont know whether he'll play after months of injury and he did say he has yet to reach 100% fitness and woulndt know if hes able to play on that match. anyway, i'll bring on the best part of the article. here it goes....


Beckham confirmed that Los Angeles will allow him to train with an English club during the Major League Soccer close-season in order to maintain his fitness. “The Galaxy haven’t got a problem with that,” he said. “They know I have got to keep myself fit for the England games coming up.” The Galaxy will play Vancouver Whitecaps in Canada tomorrow, then Minnesota Thunder on Sunday.

January training destinations for David Beckham

Arsenal Obvious cachet and training ground is close to home, but Arsène Wenger is not known for coaching thirtysomethings with no pace.

Tottenham Hotspur Short jaunt down the M11 to the training ground in Chigwell, but will Juande Ramos want any distractions as he settles into the job?

Chelsea Reuniting with England colleagues such as Frank Lampard and John Terry would ease the pain of the drive round the M25 to Surrey.

West Ham United Have so many injuries, Beckham could be useful for making up the numbers in training.


seeing this news is a huge relief. i have heard the news few months ago from the sun online but didnt really took no notice coz the sun is hardly reliable. id say arsenal will be a good place to be. wenger is known as one of many longtime fan of becks and hes a good coach. playing with young players might motivate him even more than competing against the same players in england squad (lamps and jt are playing with chelsea). arsenal is facing stiff competition from chelsea. lamps and jt will be his main factor to join the blues rather than any other london clubs as they are his teammates in england squad. which club he might be interested in? lets just wait and see.

i cant say a lot about marriage coz i have yet to commit to any guy but i am certain that as a couple we both need to be mature and 100 % ready to face almost anything in life. my friend posted this in a bulletin board and i found it quite amusing but yet a truth no one tells. enjoy...

Love is holding hands in the street.Marriage is holding arguments in the street.Love is dinner for 2 in your favorite restaurant.Marriage is a take home packet.Love is cuddling on a sofa.Marriage is one of them sleeping on a sofa.Love is talking about having children.Marriage is talking about getting away from children.Love is going to bed early.Marriage is going to sleep early.Love is a romantic drive.Marriage is arrive on tops curvy tarmac.Love is losing your appetite.Marriage is losing your figure.Love is sweet nothing in the ear.Marriage is sweet nothing in the bank.Tv has no place in love.Marriage is a fight for remote control.Love is 1 drink and 2 straws.Marriage is "Don't you think you've had enough!".Conclusion: "Love is blind, Marriage is an eye opener!"

song: it means nothing (stereophonics)
time: (after midnight)
mode: (happiest, hopefully it will last forever)

i've been crazy

about posting blogs

(duh!)

it's krazeeee..

this is sooo addictive!

BUT, from today

i won't be posting much

coz yeah, busy

will be the right word

hopefully

i can still have time

to post at least one blog

each day

or once every few days

if you're wondering where the hell

is my older sist?

she's busy with csi's novel

titled DELUGE

she said it was awesome

so better grab the chance

to post and to surf the net

whenever i want

X)

blah!

tomorrow

she'll be asking for her turn

to occupy the lappie!!

but i'll be busy

so i think it's alrite

H.A.T.E!

not really,

love her no matter what

coz i can bully her

like she does me too!

much love and kisses,

see ya on my next post tarxans

*gooners4Life*

i survived their loathe
can they survive other's loathe?

"Here We Go Again"

And here we go again

With all the things we said

And not a minute spent

To think that we'd regret

So we just take it back,

These words and hold our breath

Forget the things we swore we meant

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright

Can't say I'm sad to see you go

Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Well, I'm not.

And here we go again

With all the things we did

And now I'm wondering

Just who would I have been

To be the one attached

At all times to your hip?

Forget the things we swore we meant.

I'll write you just to let you know that

I'm alright

Can't say I'm sad to see you go

Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Well, I'm not.

(No, I'm not)

Oh (No, I'm not)

I'll write you to, to let you know that

I'm alright

Can't say I'm sad to see you go

Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Well, I'm not.

(No, I'm not)

I'm not, I'm not.

And here we go again

With all the things we said

And not a minute spent

To think that we'd regret

So we just take it back...

(No, I'm not)

So we just take it back...

(I'm not)

So we just take it back...

soo, the song speaks for itself. this goes out

to everyone in the past

that truly hurt me in such cruel way

i'm not re-opening

every case

but as i looked through

some pages with their pictures

that almost made me puke

i cringe,

do they still remember

every detail

like i do?

it's never about letting go

or asking forgiveness

or even about forgetting

it's always been about bruises

how they all got in to me

how they all created

monsterous disasters

can't escape

we're all human being

i admit sometimes we're just being human

and maybe it went ballistic

but what they did was out of control

backstabbing

drama queens

tragic gossips

lies

betrayal

deceits

pathetic reasons

and i kept quiet

altho they never stopped

they continued exposing

every bitter side

that never existed

this shout out goes

to each and everyone of them

that thought

they might not remember

but i do

and i'll keep on remembering

coz it was a bitter lesson

it was painful

but i pulled through

not because of him

he did nothing but tailing me

but it was me who stood my ground

as i said before

it was never about rage

but if you get the punishments

do remember it's nothing

like what you made me go to

your nightmares are just going to start

when i have moved 10 pages forward

sorry is kinda outdated

forget is kinda lame

don't tell me

coz i've been moving too fast

WITHOUT YOU

so even if we finally meet

don't go shout my name

like i'm pretty known

they labelled me as non visible garbage before

why should be trying to make nice?

stop! PRETENDERS!

song (the runaway train)

time (night)

mood (addicted to blogging)

(MY KIND OF CRAP list before you ask me to marry you X).)

- ask for God's permission *A MUST IF YOU HAVE ANY*

- ask my fam's views

- be fully commited

- be less selfish and more family oriented

- ask for more patience from dearest GOD

- learn how to take damage control

- learn how to take care of myself and that other person which lives with me after i'm hitched

- learn how to do everything by myself..do help boi!

- learn how to please others (his family included)

- learn how to compromise and communicate properly

- learn how to accept the good and the bad sides from my boi

- start shopping if it's confirmed (yay!!this is the fun part)

for me what's important before i get hitched is to BE WITH THE RIGHT GUY WHO'S DESTINED TO BE WITH ME IN THIS LIFETIME, TO BE WITH THE MOST INTELLIGENT+ UNDERSTANDING + PATIENT+ HONEST + SINCERE HUB, TO BE WITH THE FATHER OF MY (future) KIDS, TO BE WITH THE BEST SOULMATE, TO BE WITH THE BEST SON IN LAW X)

*the list isn't final subject to change without prior notice*


quite clueless, not planning any wedding soon so i kinda scratch my head with this one. the reason why i post my thoughts about what i should prepare before i move forward to a very much big step which is *wedding* (dunno why i cringe everytime i say that word. yikes!). it's definitely a huge step that will decide my future, everything i do must be based on the fact that i'm commited to someone. and that's not easy believe me, i've seen some truths and seriously both of me and my sist are very much aware with the situations in marriage. hopefully when i decide to get hitched, that's the best decision i'l make at that time and the future -amiien-.

tarxans, if you're asking why on earth is she (a one screwed up) girl like me writing about marriage when she's not going to have any soon/when she's not married yet? then the answer is simple, i'm quite tired having thoughts without expressing it into a post on my blog. it's irritating just to think and think but no actions, and this is to show that i also have thoughts about marriage. mom if you're reading this, thank you for never pushing me like other moms..thank you for understanding my weird rituals with gadgets (like now,i've been blogging ever since i arrived from outing with my mom and my sist),

and for being the cool mom

that understands me

for who i am

hate this!

i miss my digicam

just to touch its reddish

just to glare

just to open the cover

and unwrap many bubbles

that will flow with

the stupid smile on my face

2moro ull be back in my arms

just to tickle you with my fat fingers

X)

signing off, see ya on m next boring post tarxans

*gooners4Life*

the reunion full of blessings.

the moment i read the news about spice girls reunion, i went practically madball. i was ecstatic i even jumped off my chair..i couldn't believe what i read. after years without their antic performances soon there will be another live performance by my fav girlband. who didn't like the spices? i still keep all of their cassettes (duh! so last century!). i'd die just to see them live but with this technology-era why sould be wasting your time crying over things like live concert (beside, i have asthma so don't bother pushing me to go to live concert). hopefully many fans will post their videos on youtube so i can enjoy spice's concert with chips nearby x).

i made some list about songs that i've been listening to these days..

it means nothing (by stereophonics..their best song ever!)

all at once (by the fray..dunno why i always listen to them tho i can't say i'm a big fan)

until tomorrow (by paramore..hayley reminds me of old-avril, still kickin' and original. their songs are amazingly creative. unlike most punk-rock (pop) bands that are trying too hard to be on tv they manage to keep their solid performances, HONEST!)

postcards from italy (by beirut..i saw the vocalist on some teen magz and i was kind of interested with the band's concept for the album so i tried to find postcards from italy on youtube YAY! i loved the song the moment i heard the lyrics and the beautiful harmony..i listen to this song each and everyday especially during my time with babYpod)

crazy for you (by new found glory..as i have said gaziliion times before their latest album is worth buying if you're a fanatic like me -not really i lied x) - i really2 like most of their songs, they did awesome with the songs.)

when will i see your face again (jamie scott and the town..ooowww!! this is the one of the song that soothes me currently, whatta crap i sound so melodramatic just like telenovela. but honestly it really is, the song is brilliantly done by them. just like the first time i heard collide by howie day, this song reminds me of my mom's fav song)

cape cod kwassa kwassa (by vampire weekend..Gosh i'm so hooked to this song, i've been repeating this song for quite some time. this song reminds me of the sound of music, yupp that movie by beautiful julie andrews. dunno why, tho this song is never related in any terms. the music is colourful and melodious..loovve it!the new era of beatles, i believe that if the beatles were alive and still kicking with their iconic instruments they'd be on the same page as vampire weekend. or should i say vampire weekend are their resemblance? i bet the beatles must be proud with this band)

it's too late baby (by either carly simmons or carole king..i'm quite confused who's the real singer but this was the song a friend of mine recorded for me waaaay loooong time a goooo and i had troubles finding it online. FYI my friend recorded the song for me in a cassette with 60 minutes duration which i believe was misplaced or screwed)

tender (by blur..this is one of my youth anthem. plain, original, but this is a masterpiece that blur had composed beside song2 and coffee and tv)

headlines/voodoo (by spice girls, the new song by spice girls. needless to say i love spice girls so much, everything they're doing are ok to me)

with every heartbeat (by robyn.. seriously i grew up listening to robyn's show me love and do you really want me, but i didn't expect she'd come back and amazed me with this song. this is was out of my expectations! maybe posh should make single like this too)

lost in space/high (by lighthouse family..no matter what everytime these songs come and tickle my ears i always keep hoping that someday when i hear this song in the future, i'd think back and feel thankful for my life..tarxans, i cursed a lot too when i was 15 x) but i've grown up ever since, i love the fact that me as a human being just trying to cope with heavy thoughts and be less selfish each and everyday)

scenic world (by beirut..very2 entertaining especially the opening notes, where do they get all those inspirations? heck, good to hear there's a real creative band in this cynical world)

mouthwash (by kate nash..the brilliant version of lily allen with far better attitude than her. no offense, but lily has talked rubbish about people, who the hell is she to judge other people when her life isn't on the right balance?)

the adventure (by angels and airwaves..the fallen piece from blink 182, it's far emo than blink 182. i play this over and over again no matter on what occasion)

birds (by kate nash, the brilliant pop starlet. she's the lowkey musician with so much going on on her album which is marvellous*)

sorry, disconnected for a while

my mom decided to clean up the room

and ordered me to do this and that

so i had to obey her words x)

beautiful ones (by suede..it's my sist's favourite brit song apart from their song she's in fashion. it has tons of message, wonder where did they get their influence? or maybe they were sitting in a cafe, sipping their latte when they got their inspiration)

* wondering why i love to say marvellous?

coz it's almost near with her next of kin which is marshmalow x) *

signing off, see ya on my next boring post tarxans

*gooners4Life*

You Are The Fool

You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world.Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead.You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world.Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a new phase in your life.This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status.You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry.You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path.

http://www.blogthings.com/whattarotcardareyouquiz/">What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are The Chariot

You represent a difficult battle, and a well-deserved victory.You tend to struggle to get what you want, both internally and externally.You excel at controlling opposing forces, getting down the same path.In the end, you bring glory and success - using pure will to move forward. Your fortune: There is great conflict in your life right now, either with yourself or others.You must find a solution to this conflict, which is likely to be a "middle road" between the two forces.You posses the skills to triumph over these struggles, as long as your will is strong.You are transforming your inner self, building a better foundation for future successes.

http://www.blogthings.com/whattarotcardareyouquiz/">What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are The Magician

You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see.Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world.You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you.You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it. Your fortune: You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good.You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment.

http://www.blogthings.com/whattarotcardareyouquiz/">What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy.You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together.At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting.Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something. Your fortune: You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make.You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right.In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you.Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.

http://www.blogthings.com/whattarotcardareyouquiz/">What Tarot Card Are You?

haa haa haa!!!! it's funny with the same name i have different tarots everytime i submit my name (just go back and fill your name another again). well at least i had the best laugh because of this. anyhow i only believe if it's already happen or God let that happen in my life, beside only God knows me not some tarot cards..but at least i get to humour myself. no offense, but we have different views rite?

see ya on my next boring post tarxans,

*gooners4Life*

bloo-blooo-bloog-blooog-bloooging!!!

HHOOOORAAAY! God blogging is so damn addictive. there were days when i didn't feel like writing but the last few days until today, i've been busy with lappie just to update or even put some pictures on my blog (well i'm sharing with my sist but it's considered mine anyway haha). maybe it's because that i'm romantically linked with this blog, from freelance blogger -) quite fulltime blogger hee hee. my sist is currently eating all she can eat (she's no ogger but she craves for snack a lot hee hee). on tv currently is a political programme that mom and sist are watching, and yes i'm not like other ignorant cows. i do pay attention to what goes around me. i hate when girls are flashing off their bellies just to search attention or to look good in front of boys. it's nasty! really, girls should have pride (doesn't mean you have to be egocentric) and they should love themselves. i feel sorry for them, because what they're doing might they regret in the future (hate to say those words).

growing up, i was very normal. i wanted to do this and that, i wanted to know what are the consequences if i did that or even what happened if?. luckily i have the best pair of parents, i have a very discipline sist. my dad had a very busy schedule so all the learning lesson was with my mom and my sist (doesn't mean i didn't learn anything from my dad), my mom was very much open minded. there were rules, there were consequences, but i enjoyed my youth..my sist was even more normal than me. i was rebellious and i did more mistakes than her. i was fortunate she was always there just to get mad at me or even to cover up my mistakes. until now,i feel proud i never rush my youth just to be older than i was. i enjoyed my life, i struggled to have fun but at least i have tasted the good and bad sides in life. i lost few best friends (i believe due to inconsistency, fate, and of course our tender age had made us strangers).

in the middle of growing up from teenager to adolescent, i was busy falling down deeper so i had no time to waste my time in clubs, making a scene with guys, or even do what teens are doing right now. i had my freedom without even asking to my parents, i had no problems with my family coz they mainly said yes to me during weekends. right now i fully understand why my mom always had some rules that i had to abide or why she made me promise not to do evilish things. because my grannie always said to her *no matter how far someone touches your feelings don't let your virginity be taken by that person*. she must be proud coz both of us have grown with self-pride and deep faith in God, and our love for family.

i didn't have any real friendship that i can be proud of in the past. if not them leaving, one of us must had had beef and then fell out. even, during my last senior year noone wanted to be friends with me, with stupid reason! although at times i admit i miss the ambience, the laid back schedule, but with memories like that i bet my patience can't be tested TWICE! thanks for the offer but i'll pass on if there's even a real reunion. noone wanted me near them why should they bother to say hi to me now? it's not even near rage but as we all know tarxans i had had enough with them and their blabbering mouth! well at least i'm all grown up, prefer not to meet them or even hear what happen to them coz it will only signal my scars. and i really-really don't want to be the one end up reminiscing what they did when they're already moving on.

finishing, i don't do drugs (never except painkillers only after meeting my dentist), i don't smoke, i don't drink, and i don't practice free sex. pheew, i feel proud of myself because of what i went through i still stand tall in front of my haters and i still hold my pride and dignity close to my heart. being woman doesn't mean any guy can intimidate me. Thank God for protecting me from evilish actions, and from hatred.

see ya on my next boring post tarxans,

*gooners4Life*

a letter filled with belief.

every prayer

every thoughts

goes out to you

scream out

every hope

every fulfillment

if theres a will

maybe theres away

no matter if its the high way

or the street kind of way

beneath the same sky

we continue

our journey

you to the west

me to to the east

it''s contrary

it's never easy

don't stop

don't fade

the human side of you

let the joy
brings out your smile
let the harmony
brings out the best in you
let the faith
brings you home
let the fate
brings you life
let the path
brings you another phase

another again, will it be decided soon enough?

hopefully it will bring back the happiness

once fade away, wiped by emotion and rage

the horrorscope,

tele-scoping through another glass,

a flower soaks in a bathtub made of

hope.

The Bottom Line
The level of romance in your life is about to go up, up, up! Anything is possible.



In Detail
A hot romance that is going on in someone else's life could be causing you to turn a bit green with envy -- but why? Take a look at what you've got going on right now and you'll soon see that the grass is not greener on the other side of the fence. Stop obsessing about what is missing from your life, and start appreciating what you have. You have a lot, and there are plenty of people who wish they were you. Your time will come, but in the meantime you must live in the moment.

_______________________________________________



a horrorscope, i took from a page that i rarely gave attention to, but it's very interesting comment about my horrorscope. anthing is very much possible hee hee..maybe it is! i don't (want to) believe in horrorscope BUT if it's a good one for me i always highlight them (LAME!). i'm in a stage where i feel very much GRATEFUL for what i have, altho i know that so many boulders on the road i have to go through. as long as i have GOD, and my loyal supporters i believe that no matter what i can always lean on them.

it's not about searching for the missing pieces

BUT

it's about being grateful for what i have in my life

if i continue complaining about what i might not have in my life, that's a waste of time which is a SIN. i might not have everything i want BUT i still feel grateful that i have special unique things that not many possess in life. feeling grateful is the only thing i can do (beside sending my every prayer) to repay GOD's gifts to me in life. maybe with being a good human being (with marvellous attitude) around other people, and loads of gratitude in my heart someday eternal happiness will come to me. suffering is the only door to happiness so i don't mind to suffer (first) and have endless smile after that. i'm not ambitious, i prefer to enjoy my life as it is. just like my mom, i go with the flow..

it means nothing

if i haven't got you..

life is full of surprises so let it unwrap thousand of surprises for me without me planing 'em. life is a process of growing up, learning how to be tough, studying how to do this how to do that. but my life belongs to me, i enjoy every bit of it, i enjoy making mistakes coz by making loads of mistakes i will learn in the future how to avoid making mistakes. if one of us was born prefectly, maybe we'd be nowhere near the ground.

btw, this is the third time i have to log in to blogger due to internet explorer problems (tell me once again why do i still have to stick with ie?).

see ya on my another boring post tarxans..hee hee

*gooners4life*

this is an interesting article from tribalfootball.com. i was quite surprised reading this as all people already acknowledged, WC 06 was indeed a match of all time. however, i was wrong as statistics showing below, more and more people are watching english premiere league. arsenal and man utd are no doubt the center of attention since only God knows when. especially when both teams were captained by controversial patrick vieira and roy keane for arsenal and man utd respectively. matches involving both teams have always been a good match to watch. yesterday, arsenal were showing the visitors how serious they are to retain champions this season and will not back down as easily as man utd thought would be. its goin to be a tough season as we knew it would be and i am pretty sure wengers rotation policy will excel.


Arsenal's Man Utd clash drew bigger audience than World Cup final tribalfooball.com - November 04, 2007

Yesterday's clash between Arsenal and Manchester United was watched by more people than last year's World Cup final between France and Italy.

The Times says the battle of the Emirates was watched by an estimated one billion people, the highest ever TV audience for a Premier League game. A spokesman for the Premier League confirmed that the match was available in 600 million households in 202 countries. As Sir Alex Ferguson said after the 2-2 draw: "No one will be asking for their money back".
If those figures prove correct, more viewers tuned in to watch the Gunners v the Red Devils than switched on for the 2006 World Cup final, which reportedly drew 715.1 million viewers across 214 countries

From The Sunday Times

November 4, 2007
England recall for Beckham

Joe Lovejoy

David Beckham will be restored to the England squad next Friday and is due to win his 98th cap in the friendly international against Austria in Vienna on November 16.
Steve McClaren, whose position as head coach is in jeopardy, is to recall the former captain in the hope that he can inspire the against-the-odds revival England need if they are to qualify for the finals of Euro 2008 next summer.

McClaren travelled to Los Angeles to speak to Beckham yesterday, and intends to include him in the squad he names on Friday.
The season in the US has finished for Beckham’s team, Los Angeles Galaxy, who failed to qualify for the playoffs, and the plan is use the friendly in Vienna to bring him back up to speed in preparation for what could be the decisive Euro 2008 qualifier, at home to Croatia five days later.

England will have effectively been removed from contention by then if Russia win in Israel on November 17 – their final match is at the group’s whipping boys, Andorra, who have lost all 10 of their qualifying matches – but McClaren clings to the belief that “the Israelis will do us a favour”, and has turned to Beckham with that eventuality in mind.

McClaren dropped Beckham immediately on taking over from Sven-Göran Eriksson after the 2006 World Cup, explaining at the time that he was looking for more pace and mobility than the 32-year-old could provide.

Beckham made his England debut in Moldova in 1996 after England’s successful Euro 96 campaign, in which they reached the semi-finals.

He joined a team that still had Paul Gascoigne, Alan Shearer and Paul Ince as part of its make-up.

During that time he has scored 17 goals, although the two sendings-off have been a red mark against his name, particularly his pointless dismissal against Argentina during the 1998 World Cup finals, the repercussions of which made him enemy No 1 at football grounds in England.
Last year’s finals were expected to be the last time that Beckham put on an England shirt, but the coach was forced into a U-turn after a series of disappointing results. Beckham was restored to the team for the friendly against Brazil, England’s first match at the new Wembley.

He kept his place for the qualifier away to Estonia and another friendly, at home to Germany. The next day he played all 90 minutes in LA Galaxy’s 3-0 defeat by Chivas but sprained his right knee in the 33rd minute of the SuperLiga final against Pachuca a week later and was out for six weeks.

He returned as a 68th-minute substitute in Galaxy’s penultimate match of the season against the New York Red Bulls, making it a total of 145 minutes of football in the 10 weeks since the Germany game.
McClaren is looking to him for salvation after the 2-1 defeat by Russia in Moscow last month, which left England’s fate in the hands of others. Beckham is earmarked to replace winger Shaun Wright-Phillips, who was unimpressive in the defeat in Moscow and is no longer sure of his place in the Chelsea team.

McClaren refused to comment on his intentions last night, but informed sources at the Football Association confirmed that Beckham was back for one last hurrah. Well, we assume it will be a last hurrah.







i read this article from the sunday times and found it a lil bit depressing coz it didnt highlight becks achievements at all. there must have been an error while printing, anyway i doubt it anyway. from my point of view, england chances of qualifying is deadly slim. and if you have forgotten already, england only have one games left while their rivals still have an advantage of 2 remaining games. croatia already won their first encounter with england by 2-0. playing at home will get stec's boys all the supports they need, however, a win doesnt make england position even better. if russia won their game against israel they would crash englands hope of participating in euro '08. last match will be against andorra which have yet to obtain a win either at home or away. becks participation is obviously a stunt to save stec's face in front of englands fans. how far this would go? nobody knows. i am tired listening all those non sense already. becks has always been the scapegoat for all england losses. i am afraid he will receive one if england lose or russia succeed. well, i better wait and see. just cant wait to watch the game....best of luck to him and his team.

when will i see your face

(*jamie scott and the town*)

(Verse)

Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,
I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Chaaanged,

I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain,
If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,

(Chorus)

So When Will I See Your Face Again,
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ohh yeah),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ha),
I Think I Love Youuu...Will I See Your Face Again,

(2nd Verse)

Little Thing, Like The Rain Coming,
She Looked At Me A Certain Kind Of Way,
Tell Me Girl, Where Are You Nowww,
'Cos I Don't Know How Much Longer I can Waaait,

I'm A Dreamer, Waiting For The Sun,
When You're Coming In, I know My Life's Begun,
Tell Me Girl...

(Chorus)

When Will I See Your Face Again (ohh yeaaah),
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ummm um),
When Will I Breathe You In Again,
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

(Bridge)

You Know That All My Life I've Been Waaaiting,
Waiting For Sooome, Someone Like You To Love Me,
You Can't Come By Like An Angel, Into My Life,
And then Fly Awaaaay, Flyyyyyy Away,

Oh Honey, Cos I, Uh Baby, Ba Ba Doo Yeah, Ohh ohhhh,
Sing, I've Only Seen Youuu, Oh, I Said, Uh huh, I Said I Said, Yeah (woo)

(Chorus)

When Will I See Your Face Again (I Wanna See You Once In My Life),
When Will You Touch My Life Again, (Wanna See You Twice In My Life),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ohhh),
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

I said, see Bap pa da doo ba ba (ohhh),
Bap Ba Doo Yeah, That's What We Do Yeaahhh (ohh),
When Will iii See Your Face Again My Friend,
Oh Yeah, I Think You Gotta Let Me Know Yeah,
Ohh Yeahhh...

the weight of my stare

1.) Whats worse: a one night stand or a bad relationship?
// both

2.) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
// fiuuuuhhh, it's easier said than done! it's never easy, i've been there and it was difficult. altho time really helped me got through it. when it comes to healing the pain time really helps me. but the scars never gone just to remind me what i went through in life.

3.) Can men and women be just friends?
// depends

5 .) All expenses paid vacation towhere?
// backpacking through europe with my sist (def!), have a relaxing vacation with my famz, and wherever which makes my mom happy.

6.) On the way to the electric chair -whats your last meal?
// scary q!!

9. ) Is flirting cheating?
// if he's single and i'm too why not BUT if we one of us/both are in a relationship it's not ok!

10. ) Would you rather have 1 greatfriend or 5 pals?
// prefer to have my loyal, honest, and sincere family with me

11.) If someone called you an assholewould you be offended?
// of course!

12 .) Are you ok with your significant other being friends with otherguys/girls?
// depends

13 .) Would you live with someone without being married to them?
// i prefer to get married first

14.) Favorite sports?
// soccer

15. ) Is toilet paper hung over or under?
// not both

16 .) Do you squeeze toothpaste from themiddle or the end?
// depends on my mood haha

18. ) Do you believe in angels?
// not really but i believe that someone can be angelic in some ways

19 .) Have you ever flirted with someone?
// someone did

20.) Ever kissed a random person andthen walked away?
// krazeeeee!!

22.) Is it ever ok to ask out your ex's best friend?
// aske my bff first..is she ok/what caused their separation?

23 .) If you could play any sport professionally, what would it be?
// my sist suggested for me to play soccer as a defender

24.) Ever broke up with someone and regret it?
// thank God no, they became me Xs because they deserted me.

25 .) Are you a jealous person?
// depends, i'm trying to be more sincere and patient

26.) Would you ever have plasticsurgery?
// hopefully no coz i got no intention

27 .) Has Chuck Norris ever come to yourhouse?
// neveeeer

28. ) Are you a beach, country or cityperson?
/ / cityminded, countrysoul, beachheart.

29.) Where do you spend most of yourmoney?
// i try to save it as many as i can

31.) Have you and your friends evergotten a piercing at a piercing party?
// not yet

33.) Can you change a car tyre?
// with my sist around i bet i could give it a try.

34. ) Would you consider yourself adventurous?
// not really

35. ) Can you shoot pool?
// no

36 .) Would you sing karaoke in front Of co-workers/friends?
// no thanks

37 .) Ever skipped school and spent theday at the beach?
// nope

38.) Single or ready to settle down?
// depends with my guy

39.) Have you ever sat and hoped for aphone call?
// maybe in the past

40.) Who's most important in your life ?
// Beside the almighty GOD, my famz, and hihihihiM

it's all brand new, maybe there's hope after all..

signing off,

*gooners4life*

deep inside, i realized its hard to imagine my life without ps2. even though ps3 is much of the news lately i still find my old lovely console irreplaceable. i bought 5 or 6 new games but didnt get a chance to try them. my fav still bully and currently looking for new candidates. '05 was the year of RE 4 and i agree (i usually do) with gamespot that it was the best game in that year. bully was next in my list and stayed there for about a year. but then came along new games that i havent had time to play them up till the end. i played god of war till halfway through the session before i had to stop coz cd wasnt working as it supposed to be. didnt help by cursing though coz i wont be able to play anyway. moving on to the next which is CSI: crime scene investigation. well, i must say it doesnt take my attention at first but as soon as my sis got so fuss about it i changed my view. i suggest to everyone who wants to try it to take training case first before goin to the real case coz you dont have to ask hints from senior CSI from time to time. we did badly on the first case but went on from rookie to master in the end. there are glitch of course, just like other games but overall i have to give them 6.5 out of 10. it was pleasant and unpleasant at the same time. anyway, i didnt give a glimpse my overview about god of war and i know its unfair to leave it that way. god of war, i believe, is much better than POP (prince of persia). it is better designed and written. gamers showered by numerous options on how they want to use their weapons and it is easy to use them too. i must say this is so far the best adventure-action game after resident evil of course. talking of which, there has been an addition to the series of RE. the new sist is titled Resident Evil: Umbrella Chronicles and from what i can say based on the new trailer posted in gamespot.com, is that it is a compilation of previous RE games. however, capcom takes us to see the story from a different angle. for some fans who are dying to see their fav heroes capcom is kind enough to let us once again playing those characters...hurrraaayyyy. one hero is missing which of course our fav character, leon s. kennedy. but most probably hes far too young and has yet to join the team...hehe. PS3 is in my long term list and while waiting for it to 'surrender' in my arms i can find something far more affordable. wii is one of the solutions apart from new ipod classic. the best solution above all is of course, save all my dimes till its the best time to spend them. well, i can say im not the best person to resist temptation in most ways. new cell phone, new ipod classic, new game console are the words circling my head right now and i cant help it. hopefully, i'll get over this spending syndrome soon rather than later. anyway, day by day i continue thinking of how am i goin to live my life without my game console. ooohh my gosh the words repeat themselves. i better be goin before i break myself loose.....

goo..goo..gooners4life

(arsenal4everyone)

so many stories i wanted to share BUT, i didn't have my internet with me for quite a while so i was disconnected from the cyber world haha. i'm grateful my bruises that was caused by my clumsy-ness+goofy-ness few days a go are geting better each and everyday. my dad was eager to call my mom after that incident haha and yeah i learned many things because of that although i fell easily during this life of mine but only this time my brain works. as the lil princess in the family, everyone takes a good care of me to make sure i don't break things, fall down on my knees, or being goofy in front of other people. i suffered a lot because of this bruises, but i got through it and finally i learn that what people said about bruises are true! it will heal just give time a chance. though the scars will always be there for half of your life, you'll pull through. at least i have funny behind the scene story to tell everyone who'll ask me about the scars. (my dad'll fill you in on every detail!).

i'm listening to here we go again by paramore, and it's awesome. i can't stop repeating it. my sist is confused where do i get all this new bands, somehow i love exploring every aspect in music, i love exploring my passion in music although i don't play instruments i still have deep bonds with music, i love every genre..i'm excited to see how far my music has gone forward since my spice girls days. (still love spice girls!)

i'll post my thoughts the next few days hopefully, coz i'm currently busy with stuff.

God, bear with me..please guide me!

signing off,

(gooners4Life)

music isn't always like what you see on mtv

music is beyond borders

music is about being honest and sincere

What are you doing for today?

// i went out in a super heavy rain, it was worrying yet fun at the same time.

Last Valentine's day?

// dun really remember coz i didnt really celebrate it

Learn something today?

// many things, i love the fact that i'm learning different lesson each

and every day with every breath coming out from me.

Last song you heard?

// many! i love music...i'm listening to every beautiful music in life. i have different tastes in music, i don't categorized my kind of music at all.

Are you a vegetarian?

// noooo

The one thing you try to doeveryday?

/ / be a better person with better attitude

Best thing in the world?

// God, my family, his smile, patience, love, and kindness.

What would you do with 1,000plastic spoons?

// give it to my mom, she'd know what to do

What is the best thing about your job?

// being the only princess in the house is so much fun

What was the last conversation youhad about??

// some politic crap

Wh ere do you see yourself in four years?

// i dun want to hope beyond today,

my future's still a mystery to me and i like to keep it that way.

hopefully i'll be the best i can be.

still have Faith, God, my Family, and my loved ones with me (including himhimhim)!

Have you ever liked someone and nottold them?

// yeah, and it was the best for me anyway.

i learned the hard way, but it was all worth it.

Have you ever had a crush on your sibling's friend?

// who doesn't?

What does your shout out means?

// being grateful.

What does your default photo means?

// sisterhood

What ' s your current problem?

// obstacles in life: many. but with God,

and my supporters by my side i know

i'll get it through in the end with a big grin on my face.

What ' s the name of the song that's stuck in your mind right now ?

// love many songs, especially songs by eisley, nfg, paramore

(here we go again acoustic version), beirut, vampire weekend, one republic, stereophonics, kate nash, etc.

What was the last movie you watched?

// fracture..it was awesome

Last words?

// just to let you know that i'm alright

can't say that i'm sad to see you coz i'm not.

music saved me from sadness

music brought me back to life

music never stops

music is my life

(gooners4life)