BARCELONA CRASHING DOWN AS REAL MADRID CROWNED WINTER CHAMPIONS

the league is far from over and anything might happen in the final months. but bernd schuster can have something to celebrate this christmas. after beating barca at their home turf, 7 points gap between the two sides emerged and will feature as headlines in newspaper all over the world. julio baptista scored the only goal for real after a beautiful pass from ruudtje 10 mins before half time. both of the teams showed good possesion of the ball that saw a lot of them shared on the midfield area. i'd say real had a marvellous night after showing the home crowd what it takes to be champions. barca might have ronaldinho, deco, bojan and other brilliant forwards on their side but todays match clearly showed real resistance could actually repell them all. there are three players who are responsible to the win. they are pepe, canna and ramos. the three of them showing a good partnership in the heart of defence. it is unfortunate, that ramos would probably miss out the next match. however, schuster can breath easy considering two weeks of winter break might 'repair' the damage. i'd say a lot more tomorrow or probably the day after. its time for me to rest and have a wonderful dream. smile.....

hate the fact that my internet connection keeps breaking down every now and then. there were times i had to reboot the laptop *sigh* i hate this. i read many articles today incl. a recent bust up between rijkaard and ronaldinho. did it happen the way we saw on tv? only both of them knew for sure. as winter transfer window appraoches, its difficult for ronnie to seek a way out from barca. summer transfer window seems a much better option for both parties. AC milan is likely to be his next destination. i know hes a superb player but if hes acting like he owns the club, he better leave. im not a fan of barca so i dont really pay attention to this issue. but if he thinks football its just bout him and his money, he better seek other jobs. im passionate with football and dislike anyone who feels its only a job you hold on to bcoz you are trying to be rich. ronaldinho acting as if hes been benched for more than a season. acting like hes injured just to iritate his bosses is completely unacceptable. whatever...with big W printed on it, my sist loves this...whatever...

its good that we are able to get lots of 'desired' songs all of sudden. i happened to access my inbox and suddenly ive lost my mood to do anything. i shouldve known from the start that it would have created havoc in my life. from a single touch of buttons, it has become my nightmare in seconds. a hole has perfectly embedded in my head and wont be long it'd spread deadly diseases all over my soul. i will have to start from scratch and God knows how long i will be going. i understand that i cant rely on others every other time and should build my own castle with both of my hands. these hands are meant to create something good for myself and the whole world. will they up for these challenges? time will answer. i miss my kompie back home and of course, muti2. im missing so many things and possibly losing my intentions to do a whole lot of activities this week. we hardly do anything, by the way. im waiting for someone who can bring me to exciting places. i love surprises and hopefully, he'll know how to do it right. ive grown so much not realizing that no one will answer my tantalizing questions without helps from up above. honestly, i wouldnt be walking to this very rough paths without His mercy and countless helps throughout my life. when will i be going to the right direction? im not sure. i keep my hopes fly high...

do i have time to complain? not a single second. watching flies forcing its way to human existance, reminding me of them. they, who barely contain their ego for the sake of gold and glory. am i among the forsaken being? lets wait and see. i walk accross the park and find my heart has been crossed by unknown forces. sitting on the park bench hoping someone who is kind enough to put it back to its default place. a leashed dog inching its nose on my polished shoes leaving behind a careful mark all over them. the sun is supposed to set at the most fortunate moment. darkness clouding my sights. passing by a corner that duplicates your existance. stopping to take a good look at the store but find nothing but dim lights. hesitating to enter the premise; dancing on both of feet in accordance of one preferrence. choosing to step away from the corner and take other place to land the precious heart and soul. a glimmer of hope resound in both of ears. it doesnt profound the significant of life. again, stepping away from trouble, choosing to walk away from the desired signs of trust. letting myself being blanket by uncertainties and flown to a distant place against everyones will. refreshing breeze rocketing against my perspiring face, comforting beyond imagination. smiling to everybody....

im very disappointed to have missed out three important football mathces coz some ridiculous reasons. i wont miss an extravagant match between real madrid and barcelona tonight. i will cheer real madrid all the way to the final whistle and im hoping to see real madrid players jumping out of joy after a win over los fantasticos. it'll be a match of the year, as beating the catalan giant will eventually make real madrid winter champions. anyway, barca is interested on signing alexander hleb who currently playing for arsenal. Barcelona technical secretary Txiki Bergiristain is very keen to accomodate his forwards with an intelligent player such as alex hleb. i doubt that arsene wenger will ever to let go his talented young gun in the early stage. hleb has only reemerged as a key player after spending few seasons with arsenal. he has had tough seasons as he was trying to adjust with english premier league style of play. however, after all the injuries he endured, he finally comes back with a bang. hopefully, he wont be leaving arsenal for barca. it could be a tempting offer as a young player playing for a club like barcelona would be a huge lift to his international career. mathieu flamini has been tipped to leave arsenal for italian giant juventus. however, it hasnt been confirmed as arsenal are trying to renew flaminis current contract. his weekly wages is expected to rise from 35,000 poundsterling per week to become 40,000 pounds; flamini is rumoured reluctant to accept such offer. it could be a rubbish story but if flamini refuses, he will regret it someday. there are other players who could fill in his boot. abou diaby, alou diarra, denilson and veteran gilberto can easily pluck in the hole. lets wait and see. if by the end of the year he has yet sign a deal, he will most certainly be leaving at the end of the season for free.

i have a couple of interesting articles both from different sources (goal.com and the observer). they discussed about becks future as england player from roberto carlos', a former real madrid and brazilian squad, perspective. since the beginning of 2003 ive always fancied left back position to be secured for this man. as he was proving time and time again to be the man behind the creativity from a left back position. his intelligent 'relationship' with zinedine zidane led to many goals. no one, currently, works as good as he was when he was hovering in Real heart of defence. gabriel heinze and marcello still have a long journey to become as good as him. im saying this not bcoz hes been nice to becks but facts speak for themselves. tell me who can run forward and rush back to defend Reals fragile defence? the name is roberto carlos. unfortunately, his rare error resulting in real madrid lost to bayern munich last season in the champs league and most probably led to his decision to join fenerbache in the upcoming seasons. roberto carlos is also a close friend of becks while he was spending his four years in real madrid. hes also have good comments about becks and capello considering his deep relationship with both of them when he was a real madrid player. dig in everybody...


Carlos Tips Capello To Make Beckham Captain
Veteran Brazilian full-back Roberto Carlos is tipping Fabio Capello to name David Beckham as captain of England.

Roberto Carlos, who played under Fabio Capello in both the Italian's stints as Real Madrid manager, and who was a team-mate of David Beckham's at the Bernabeu, believes Don Fabio will make Beckham captain of the Three Lions again.

And Carlos maintains that it was not Capello who sought to marginalise Beckham at Real last season once the former Manchester United man had revealed his intention to join the Los Angeles Galaxy.

Carlos claims that Capello was made the scapegoat for a decision made by the Madrid board - and that he then deliberately chose to disobey his employers by reinstating Beckham in the side, to telling effect.

Real's improvement later in the season, leading to the winning of the Primera Liga title, coincided with Beckham's recall.

Carlos said: "There were no bad feelings because he [Beckham] knew it wasn't Capello's fault.

"Now, I am sure that Capello will select Beckham for England - 100 per cent sure.

"He will call David and I think he will make him his captain."

Carlos also believes that Capello will get England winning again - although he has warned England fans not to expect exciting football from the arch-pragmatist.

"England need victories, results, and that he will give them," the Brazilian - who left Madrid for Istanbul with Fenerbahce, told The Observer.

"There will be no spectacle, it will be 1-0, 1-0, 1-0.

"But the team will be there, correctly set up and balanced on the pitch. And always winning."

Carlos added: "I don't know if England will win the World Cup in 2010, but they can make it to the finals. No doubt about that."

Beckham will lead Fabio's England

With Fabio Capello, there is no friendship. I have known him for more than 10 years but we have never talked on the phone about personal matters. Above all, though, he is a fair man. He treats everybody the same way in the dressing room. For him, it is a simple job. When you are working, you are working - there is no room for anything else.

When I joined Real Madrid in 1996, it was at Capello's request. He had seen me playing for Inter and wanted me with him in Spain. I was very young, having just arrived in Europe. He told me I had to work really hard, because he was building a competitive team and wanted the title. The training sessions were incredibly serious, everybody had to be focused all the time.

But it wasn't all about defensive football. From the beginning, he wanted me to be free to attack and go forward. We had a central defender called Rafael Alkorta who was very fast and could cover my back, so Capello told me I should attack instead of worrying too much about my defensive work.

At the end of the 2005-06 season I was about to leave Madrid but I stayed because Capello, back again for his second time as manager, asked me to. He told the board that I was the best left-back in the world and said they would not be able to find another one if they let me go - so we worked together again.

Early in that season there was the problem with David Beckham but it was not Capello who threw him out of the team. Whatever it might have looked like, that was a decision that came from the board and Capello was forced to accept it. It really surprised me the way he was left alone to take the blame for that story. It seemed it was his fault, but it wasn't.

David, meanwhile, was relaxed and tranquil - he knew he would be needed sooner rather than later. After a few games Capello analysed the situation and realised there was only one option: to go against his bosses and bring Beckham back.

He called David, said he was sorry and told him he was back in the team. David wasn't mad, not at all. There were no bad feelings because he knew it wasn't Capello's fault. Now, I am sure that Capello will select Beckham for England - 100 per cent sure. He will call David and I think he will make him his captain.

What Capello likes to see in a player is commitment to training well, and motivation. Whoever practises well will play. For him, the names don't really count, there are no stars.

I won the World Cup with Luiz Felipe Scolari and the two are similar coaches. They are both winners and have many things in common: the way they prepare for games, the systems, what they demand from us. They are both hard on players, really tough guys. My ears were ringing with the complaints from the touchline. Capello blew up at me every time I missed an easy pass or tried moves that were too difficult to execute. He likes things simple.

He used to watch lots of games, so he had all the information, but his team meetings weren't too long - 15 minutes tops, which is shorter and less boring than other coaches. There is no technology, he just uses a board to explain what he wants, the strengths and weaknesses of the opponents and that's it. There is no need for talk when you work during the week and that is what he did. Training was conditioned according to the next opponent and he talked to every player about his personal challenges and the characteristics of the players you were going to mark or attack.

Capello is strong with the press. He always says that journalists' opinions change with results. If you win, everything is fine and you are doing a great job. If you lose, you will be criticised. Yes, he will suffer with the English press, like everyone else. Yes, he will become enemy number one in the sports pages - he is too straightforward. But what people have to understand is that England need a coach like him.

England need victories, results, and that he will give them. There will be no spectacle, it will be 1-0, 1-0, 1-0... But the team will be there, correctly set up and balanced on the pitch. And always winning.

You can argue that he gets better results in league competitions than in cup games but what I know is that Capello will get England to qualify for the World Cup. I am sure of that. He will have the necessary time to build the team, prepare it, work on tactics and win games. I don't know if England will win the World Cup in 2010, but they can make it to the finals. No doubt about that.

Wenger Blasts Injured Terry
Arsene Wenger is in an unsympathetic mood as he hit back at injured Chelsea defender John Terry...

Arsenal boss Arsene Wenger has hit out at the "violence" of Chelsea’s John Terry, despite the England defender being ruled out for up to six weeks with a broken foot.

Emmanuel Eboue was previously accused by Chelsea skipper John Terry of hurting his chances of playing in Fabio Capello’s first game in charge of England.

Following a rash challenge by Eboue, England international Terry suffered a break in his foot in the 1-0 defeat to Arsenal on ‘Grand Slam Sunday’.

"I’ve broken the third metatarsal in my foot and reckon I’ll be out for four to six weeks," Terry said.

"I felt he left his studs in there and it should have been a sending-off."

However, Wenger has now lashed back at Terry, saying that his tackle on Cesc Fabregas in the same game was every bit as bad.

"Ideally Eboue should not even have put his foot in there on Terry. We do not encourage players to do that, but you should look again at the violence of the tackle from Terry before," the Frenchman insisted.

"The referee has not seen exactly the violence of the tackle, he got away with it. Good luck to him."Premiership leaders Arsenal are now six points ahead of third-placed London rivals Chelsea.
courtesy of goal.com

i really do think JT has become a president of some sort just bcoz hes an england captain, well at least under ste-c reign. his future as a national captain isnt justified as ste-c has been fired as england coach. its indeed known that capello is a very disciplined coach and acknowldeged as a no-non-sense manager. JT behaviour both on and off the field has caused major stir among chelsea staffs. however, jose morinho, the then chelsea manager, refused to pinpoint JT antics. i doubt he'll be able to hold on to his arm band. but who knows? capello has his own way of coaching and no one can predict whats running on his mind.

i have found the song that i've been trying to find out who the singer/what the title was..it's actually natalie featuring justin roman titled where are you hohoho finally!! Thank You God!

i've been looking all over the world for this song. i heard it first on the radio with my sister and we really liked the song. although our ears weren't fit enough to hear who the singer was.


take care babes. Eisleyian. as always.

gotta find a way.

here i'm nothing to do, freezin' cold, my right knee is shaking. don't know why, don't know how, certainly awful. hixhixhix *hurthurthurt* nah it's not my heart, it's my knee.

no need to worry, currently my heart is in a good place. talking about hearts, luckily my heart isn't visible..if it's visible for my eyes too see then i'd see the shapeless heart of mine.

i'm a thinker, that's why i always have many things to think in my life. i hate that, because of that my heart is very much shapeless. everyone always said that i'm like a sunshine coz they thought i have nothing to think..nothing to worry.

but i really do think and worry at the same time. maybe unlike others, everytime the difficulties strike me..i embrace them and try to fix them according to what's best at that time. (my mom is the best shrink!)

btw, i had a strange dream last night and it was about giving birth. it was very scary and nerve-wracking as well. that's why this morning as soon as i woke up i let my mom knows how grateful i have her. (thank you dear mother for being the coolest-chic mother)

my current playlist:
- songs by colbie caillat
- songs by jason reeves
- new soul by yael naim
- love like this by natasha beddingfield feat sean kingston
- smart in a stupid way
- pocketful of sunshine by natasha beddingfield

yeahyeahyeah, gotta go now. be back soon, coz i need to find some inspirations elsewhere so i don't have to write more craps. ha-ha

Eisleyian. take care troops-whoops.

Beckham to train with Arsenal

It has been revealed that England midfielder David Beckham will be training with the Gunners at their London Colney training facility.

The former England captain, currently with American-side LA Galaxy, is not with his club as it is currently the close season but he needs to reach match fitness in order to impress new England coach Fabio Capello.

Manager Arsène Wenger said: "We will help him to get fit and prepare for the season.
"There's a good chance that he will come in January, but it's not decided.

"He has 99 caps and I hope he will get 100, if not 100 then 120.

"At his age he needs to keep fit."

Wenger dismissed speculation that Beckham could one day feature for Arsenal, saying: "He comes (only) to keep fit and work hard."

courtesy of arsenal-mania.com

isn't exciting? i feel damn excited already. i bet my sist feels extra butterflies coz it's a good news for her to be able to see beckham's training with her sister's (which is me btw) favourite soccer club. *extra smile for today*

eisleyian

upon my arrival i had few things hovering my mind and they keep bugging me the whole time. i want them to be erased once and for all but how do i do that? one cannot diminish a great deal of memories in a short period. desire is one of my weakest point of all. ive been able to resist all my wishes; up until now. ive been faced with so many difficult choices before and to make a wise one i'd usually ask my sist over and over again till she pukes all over her dress...sorry sis. this time though, ive made a decision and hopefully the correct one. the decision was set, however unforseen circumstances had prevented me from going forward. talking of which, i havent been able to completely leaving it all behind me. and so sudden the vision came rushing back to present time. i can hardly contempt my excitement and despair both at the same time. we get to see each other again wont we? if its impossible, i'd have to move forward without you, which is a shame. until we meet again...

i'd have to say that three clubs can breath easy after the draw yesterday. those clubs are barcelona, man utd and chelsea (i wonder why). i guess luck did take sides this time. arsenal will face tough draw against ac milan. it wont be an easy win for them. an away win is a must or they will face difficult task at emirates. kaka is perhaps FIFA world best player for 2007 but i do think cesc is one of a kind. if kaka can be guarded throughout the match, ac milan will be stopped. hopefully, arsenal key players will be available and 100% fit come up against a solid team like ac milan. if they can qualify, its a huge boost for both arsene and the young guns. lets take a look at the champs league draw for the last 16:

Tie 1: Celtic versus Barcelona. Barcelona were knocked out by them in the Uefa Cup three seasons ago, one must recall.

Tie 2: Lyon versus Manchester United. The Red Devils will fancy themselves in this one, though a couple of Karim Benzema goals could be a bother.

Tie 3: Schalke versus FC Porto. Both sided will back themselves here.

Tie 4: Liverpool versus Inter Milan. That is a big one. Inter have so much to prove in Europe, and looks like they will have to do it against one of the legendary clubs as far as European Cups are concerned. Will it be another early exit, or glory finally?

Tie 5: AS Roma versus Real Madrid. That will most definitely not be easy for Los Merengues. Another trip to Rome after facing Lazio in the group stage.

Tie 6: Arsenal versus AC Milan. That will be the clash of the round, undoubtedly. The young guns against the old guard, so to speak. And of course, Fabregas against Kaka!

Tie 7: Olympiakos versus Chelsea. The Blues will fancy themselves in this one.

Tie 8: Fenerbahce versus Sevilla. It will not be plain sailing for Sevilla, as they must first negociate a tricky first leg in Turkey.

The first leg on 19/20 Feb, and return leg on 04/05 Mar. Inter will play their second leg on Mar 11 due to a stadium clash with Milan.

Premiership versus Serie A is very much the theme as far as high profile games go. Barcelona, Manchester United and Chelsea have the relatively easy draws on paper.

courtesy of goal.com

Bentley Wants Beckham's England Place
Blackburn Rovers winger David Bentley is gunning for David Beckham's England place.

David Bentley has warmed David Beckham that his aim is to claim the former England captain's place in the national team as his own.

England veteran Beckham, now 32, needs just one more cap to join the exclusive band of players who have worn the Three Lions on their chest a hundred times.

The LA Galaxy and former Manchester United and England star has won 99 caps for his country so is only one tantalising appearance away from his century. Now, ironically, his fate lies in the hands of Fabio Capello, who dropped and then reinstated Beckham when they were both at the Bernabeu with Real Madrid.

Capello spoke glowingly of Beckham when giving his first press conference on being presenbted as the new England manager. The Italian tactician clearly regards Beckham's determination and professionalism highly - but will be monitoring the midfielder's fitness closely.

LA Galaxy’s season is over until March, meaning that Beckham will not have played since November by the time England’s first game under Capello comes round in February - against Euro 2008 co-hosts Switzerland. That gives Blackburn winger Bentley, 23, ample time to impress Capello in Beckham's wide right role - starting on Sunder when Rovers host Chelsea.

The Young Challenger

The former Arsenal trainee who lacks nothing in self-confidence, and who has blossomed at Ewood Park with Mark Hughes as his manager, told The Sun: “I don’t think Capello knows who I am but he will do, I will make sure of that.

In an interview with the newspaper, he explained: “I have to make an impression in every game, not just against Chelsea. But while I treat every game the same, it seems you are noticed more for what you do against the big clubs.

“It’s time for me to perform. I’m confident enough I will force my way into the team. It’s my job to stop David Beckham. That has to be my aim and I don’t think David would argue with that.
“Don’t get me wrong, I will be delighted for him if he gets the 100 because he’s a top bloke and a great player. If he does reach the 100, I hope he gets it by coming on for me after I’ve had a stormer!"

Bentley continued: “I really admire David for everything he’s done in football but I want to be breathing down his neck.
“I’ve a bit of banter with Becks. I tell him I’m the new Becks and better looking. Some players are in awe of him but he’s just Becks to me.

“I believe I should be in the England team instead of him. Any footballer has to think like that.
“It’s up to you, nobody can do it for you. If I don’t get picked it will be nobody else’s fault but my own. I know I’m good enough.

“We will start on a level playing field with Capello. We will all be judged on performance.”
Bentley is determined to play for England in the 2010 World Cup Finals in South Africa.
Of course, England have to qualifyy first, which is never a foregone conclusion; but Bentley told The Sun has no doubt that England will get there despite the fact that their Euro 2008 nemesis Croatia are again standing in the way.

The Blackburn star said: “I thought we’d batter Croatia and go through to Euro 2008 but it didn’t happen. I still believe we’re better than them though. We can be as good as we want to be.

“We are like a wounded lion. Not qualifying has been nagging away at me for weeks and I didn’t even play.

“I know I can’t really go shouting the odds when I’ve only got two caps but in my view we’ll qualify for the World Cup all day long. We’ve got to be in South Africa.”
He does not use the influx of foreign players as a scapegoat for England's shortcomings. That's just a convenient excuse in his opinion.

“Foreigners aren’t killing us off," he stated . "If the English footballers are good enough they’ll make it. Having one really good English player is better than having 10 average ones.
“There’s a lot of crap about us not having young players. We have got them, we just have to believe.

“Ashley Young, Dean Ashton, Matt Derbyshire, Gabriel Agbonlahor, Wayne Rooney are all top Premier League players.

“I don’t go for the foreigners argument. It’s an excuse — and not a very good one.

“There are around 70 English players regularly involved in a Premier League which is probably the strongest league in the world.

“If we can’t find 11 out of that lot then we have got a problem.”

Mark Hinton, Goal.com

i picked this article not only bcoz of it is related to becks but also bentley involvement in england squad. i'd love to see england qualify to WC 2010, but not in this fashion. david bentley is known as a loud spoken player and his off the field antics. his controversial departure from arsenal had attracted wide spread coverage from around england. considering his young age at that time, arsene wenger hadnt thought his young gun woud have caused so much controversy. hes a good player, but only for himself. england need a team player who can contribute in any positions possible. they dont need a someone whos looking for a personal glory; not this time. he would be considered in the squad if he could change his attitude both on and off the field. moreover, capello isnt keen to have his players tangled with unacceptable behaviour. he will, someday replace becks or any players perform for england but until that time he needs to relax and let act speaks for itself. anyway, i had to agree with one thing he said, which is foreign players do not cause any hazardous to local players. if one is a good player he will be triumph....

face of many colors

i found janet's song titled "together again" that was very famous during my last year of primary school. this song was my theme during the last few months before i started my higher level of education. the cool part is that i have successfully downloaded many oldies tunes ha-ha. i feel like my back is cracking..

still, i have to write a story i need to mention in here. it's confusing coz i still feel very much confused how to say, how to deal, and how to overcome such complicated situation. well at least i was the spectator not the player. or was i in the middle with no power to judge nor applaud her?

a friend of mine cried her heart out, blaming on everything she could mention, and feeling sorrow for what she's going through. it really melt her heart, she went from heart broken to heart stomping (ha-ha). she needed me and as usual i gave my shoulder for her to cry on, being a good listener as i always have.

from what i understand, loving someone at our age is different. the context is far from fairy tale. i'm afraid she hasn't learned a damn thing since her last breakdown, whereas i have learned so many things when she broke up and became sour for such long period. girl, don't whine if you think you can handle the pressure.

it's a pity for her to have such pain in her heart..love is complicated as it is i'm afraid everything i'll be saying to her will make her feel even farther down. i believe when her bf calls there goes the make up and lalala etc, she'll have all smiles and start forgetting what she had said to me. hmmpphhhh, love sure makes the world go round.

embrace this kiddo..

don't feel broken

the rushes won't be count

if this keeps reoccuring

think more

speak less

coz what may lay in front

still unwritten

still undecided

please reconsider

please stop hurrying

from what i'm seeing through my own eyes..her relationship right now is no different with what she had before. once again she let her selfish side aappeared, and it's not healthy. but it's her relationship so i can't put too many ideas. i hope she'll learn that pushing things around won't solve anything.

that's why i didn't like the idea of she getting too serious with this guy, no offense he might be good or he might be super-nice but is he worth all of her love and time? it's the connection, the willingness/ability, and the honesty that really counts. no matter how hard you try, if it's not meant to be then it's not going to happen.

(puzzle-head, eisleyian)

(shocking views)



1. What do you think of the most when you are alone?
- certain things that at that moment bothering me

2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?
- enjoy the lovely moment

3 . When was the last time you wereout?
- yesterday

4. What do you do when you see afull moon?
- screaming like a little twisted brat ha-ha

5. Would you rather swim in the lakeor dive in the ocean?
- i'd love to try both

6 . What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
- beloved family, good mood, and a cosy sofa

7 . If you'll ask yourself a question now, what would it be?
- are you being honest?

8 . If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
- repent, pull myself together, act wisely and with full sanity

9. Favorite month/s?
- nothing particular

10 . When your friends forget you, whatwill you do?
- live a better life

11 . Do you talk to yourself?
- my sist does

1 2. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
- blended beverages

13. Do you like to have a chocolateright now?
- yeahyeahyeah

14. Ever cried for something stupid?
- not really

15. Do you like anime?
- yeah

16. How about Japanese music?
-i love music!

17. Do you have a boyfriend?
- discreet.

18. First thing you do after watching a movie?
- usually search the nearest restroom or stomping everyone in front of me for the sake of my sister haha

19. Do you wash the dishes in your house?
- of course.

20 . Can you last two days without a bath?
- depends..

23. Still go to the mall with yourparents?
- yeahyeahyeah, theyre so much fun and it's far more cooler to have them around

25. Are you brand conscious?
- not that much.

26 . Ever fell in-love?
- ha-ha, pretty much all the time

27. What time is it?
- 8+

28. Where are you?
- at home

29. Is it in you to kill someone?
- nooooo.

30. Daydream a lot?
- yeahyeahyeah

31 . Happy with your life?
- grateful as it is

32. what makes your day happiest?
- good day filled with good thoughts and gratitudes

33. favorite place to eat in a mall?
- comfy places with lovely menu

34. favorite meal to eat in a mall?
- depending on my mood and how far my starvation level has reached

(eisleyian)

Arsenal Kids Battle To Victory

Young Arsenal showed both flair and fight, skill and steel to defeat full-strength Blackburn Rovers 3-2 after extra-time at Ewood Park. Abou Diaby and Eduardo gave them a two-goal lead before Roque Santa Cruz scored just before half-time and againshortly after it to turn the game on its head. Denilsion was sent off in injury-time before tie went into extra-time, when Eduardo struck again without reply.

An archetypal game of two halves - plus extra-time - saw Arsenal's youngsters completely out-play full-strength Blackburn Rovers in the first half, taking a two-goal lead that could easily have been four, but conceding a goal that looked offside right on the stroke of half-time.

But that goal - and no doubt a blistering half-time team-talk from an angry Mark Hughes - proved the catalyst for a transformed Blackburn to fly at the visitors after the break and power their way to an equaliser, then force the young Gunners onto the back foot for most of the second period.

It was a breathless cup tie of fierce intensity and, inevitably, some high octane tackling.

Arsene Wenger took a squad up north whose average age was a mere nineteen and three-quarters. And the first half really was men against boys - but the boys were the ones handing out the lessons.

Arsenal started the brighter, more purposeful and the more alert, and it was no surprise when they took an early lead. After good work from youngster Mark Randall, Nicklas Bendtner crossed from the right and Abou Diaby met it first time to sidefoot his shot over keeper Brad Friedel and into the net.

Bendtner almost doubled Arsenal's lead soon afterwards, sprinting into space inside the Blackburn area and producing a sweet shot that curled onto the crossbar.

But the Gunners did get a second when the big Rovers centre-back Christopher Samba missed Denilson's astute through-ball and Eduardo da Silva pounced to beat Friedel.

David Bentley was looking dangerous against his former team, particularly with free-kicks, but Lukasz Fabianski was effective if unorthodox in the Arsenal goal.

With Lassana Diarra imperious in midfield, supported by good performances from the young heads around him, notaby Armand Traore, Denilson and Alexandre Song, Arsenal had been outstanding, but two-nil is often a dangerous lead to defend - and so it proved.

There was more than a hint of controversy about the goal that Blackburn scored just before the break. Matt Derbyshire was offside but he whipped in a low cross which Roque Santa Cruz turned in with his outstretched leg.

After the break Fabianski saved at the feet of Santa Cruz and the ball looped up into the air giving Cruz what looked like a simple tap-in until Song tracked back to clear for Arsenal.

Blackburn were a side transformed from the first half and putting Arsenal under sustained pressure and an equaliser looked just a matter of time. It duly arrived through a Bentley-Cruz combination, Bentley curling in a free-kick from the right that Santa Cruz rose highest to head home.

Howevee, Arsenal showe resilience after losing their lead, and gradiually steadied the ship,
Denilson whipped in a low free-kick to the near post and Philippe Senderos just failed to get the vital touch to put it in the net as Friedel gathered the ball.

Santa Cruz mis-timed his shot when a free-kick was nodded back to him and it looked as if he might grab a second consecutive hat-trick.

Then tempers boiled over with a late two-footed tackle from Denilson on David Dunn sparked a melee. Denilson, already booked, was shown a straight red to reduce the Gunners to ten men. Savage was booked for raising his hand to the young Brazilian.

So the game entered extra time with Rovers holding the advantage. And their advantage increased 17-year-old Arsenal substitute Nacer Barazite fell awkwardly and had to be stretchered off with a dislocated shoulder.

But Arsenal showed their tenacity and class by taking the lead again when Song played Eduardo through on goal and the Croatia striker was ice cool as he took one touch before sidefooting home for 3-2.

Samba hit the post in the closing minutes but the young Gunners hung on to achieve a truly remarkable - and character-building - victory

courtesy of goal.com

been here for only 3 days but nothing has surprised me so far. not that im waiting a call or anything but im kinda bored with my holiday. im hopeful though, something ought to happen, eventually. right before my departure, i found that my complicated life has yet to flourish at its best. its about to begin in a very dramatic way. if possible, i would love to enjoy it with my dearest ones. i dont believe in 2nd chance, but i am not a foreteller so i cant produce something certain. but i despise somone who is clearly understand her/his action could lead to a disaster but insists to do it anyway; it loathe me more than seeing robbie williams dancing without a single string attached. ive been giving some people 2nd chance and what did i get? nothing but disappointments over and over again. im tired with their antics and i m afraid im grown tired with them. if they have yet to find any reason of my disappearance, they will find one someday. i wont give explanations to all my action coz im supposed to be your dearest and being the special one, you can excuse me fo being too far away. perhaps, you were too busy with the limelight and everything so just didnt remember i was behind you. thank you so much for your time and pleasure we used to have. i am just too bored with your atitude; its the best of time to part ways. if we ever crossed a path, i believe we wouldnt be like we used to coz we are falling apart. and you saw it coming before i did. it was precious but my life is even greater than anything you could possibly offer. im on my way...leading up my own steps toward anything in life...i might as well go far to the north...catching my own shadow...we will meet up again sometime soon...but i wont looking forward to it...so goodbye now...

i found this fantasy football squad in BBC's website and i kinda love it. we actually can make up our own football squad without anyone's intrusion. i wish all coaches could do just the same, i expect stronger teams in the future. as everyone already knew that capello's appointment would signal to the world of football, that england is more than serious to improve their quality of football. it is no longer a secret that england posses some quality players but they lack of motivation and direction. this is where capello comes in. he is known as committed and highly motivated coach. i saw him coaching real madrid for a season and to be honest i wasn't impressed by his style. but it was under different circumstances back then as real madrid were struggling to get their best performance in the past 3 years. real have been searching for a winning coach and it was hard to get at that time since their winning spirit had since long gone. anyway, it is too early to say anything about him and the squad at this stage considering he's only been appointed for only 3 days and nothing can be said until his first match on feb 6th 08. during this friendly we can zoom in his approach to lighten england moral crisis at the moment. we'll have to wait and see....

whistling by the river

magical words
inspired by you
the every strength
bubbles keep sparkling
through glasses
through the walls
every little things
that really get going

prayers keep my mouth
saying sweet things
the crowd made you invisible
comfort is what made me attached
wherever we are
separated by miles or not
the magic will always be here
the magician will sing out his stories

thuper nice
thuper thweet
the look, never uneasy
the honesty, always cheekiest
that makes me live in misery
hungry for more
they must be sent from above
coz the smile is endless

don't wake me up
all i see is sincerity
that makes me count myself in
welcoming myself into
a whole new bright world
all the beautiful flowers
will grow themselves into shapes
no more shapeless words

will there be hope left?
will there be leaves and trees growing together?
will there be elements that'll glue each other?
wherever you go
the rain is pouring you
wherever i go
the sun is shining

reality, are you fakin'?
make believe, you're so much funny friend
world, we all are trying
words, good to be heard
sights, how am i grateful to have you
patience, every part of me rely on you
love, such a crazy rollercoaster
but i'm enjoying every part of it

eisleyian.(don't make assumptions..)

song: tell him by celine dion and barbara streisand

mood: average

time: 23.00 pm

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I LOVE:
my dearest God-Family-My Life, and i definitely will love everyone who very much deserve my heart.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT MY LAST EX:
was not worth to be included on my list (or even be mentioned)

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I SAY:
lovely things

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I HAVE:
many things to appreciate in my life

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I'VE LOST:
most of my sanity

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I HATE:
the unavailability, the uncertainty, and the inexplicable feelings

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT MARRIAGE IS:
a very HUGE step that'll definitely change my life, with very HUGE responsibilities ahead, and hopefully very HUGE satisfactions in life.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT THE BEST:
is having good people loving you

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE:
loved by God and my loved ones

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT LOVE:
worth all the patience in the world..and very much inexplicable of course.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT THE LAST TIME I CRIED:
was long time a go

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT, WHEN I WAKEUP IN THE MORNING:
i always put a smile on my face

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT BEFORE I GO TOSLEEP AT NIGHT:
i scratch parts of my body

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT RIGHT NOW:
i'd love to erase all the worries

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT BABIES:
are very challenging yet very much lovely to watch them grow

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I GET ONFRIENDSTER:
because of undisclosed reasons

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT TODAY:
i had so much fun munching more carbs (ha-ha)

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT TONIGHT:
i've downloaded many good songs and love 'em

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT TOMORROW:
is a good day to start with a bright smile on my face

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I REALLY WANT:
to have both worlds to come and blend in together.

eisleyian (when you tell me you love me is on tv, i have blushes on me)

Capello Targets The World Cup

For England England's new manager,

Fabio Capello, believes he can guide the Three Lions to World Cup victory.

England's 61-year-old Italian coach Fabio Capello, who will be officially presented to the media at 13:00 GMT on Monday, has already outlined his vision for the England national team.

"My life could have been easy but I need a challenge - and the biggest challenge in football is to lift England to the stars," he told the News of the World.

"I will win the World Cup. If I didn't think that, I would not have taken the job. I would have continued playing golf.

"I will do everything I can to make the England team successful."

The former AC Milan, Juventus, Roma and Real Madrid coach has also stressed: "This is the final appointment of my career. It would be nice to finish on a high. We want to do very well and there is a lot of expectation but I think with my team we will achieve great things.

"The challenge is difficult but one in which I have more preparation time."
Capello is understood to have been in the running for the England job seven years ago, before the FA chose Sven-Goran Eriksson.

"I came close once before but it didn't happen," recalled the Italian.

"This time it's become a reality.

"I'm going to come up against a different way of working in a country where football is like a religion. Everyone in England is asking why the national team is not winning."

courtesy of goal.com

FA Board Member Says

Capello Hiring Was Rush-Job

The appointment of Fabio Capello as England manager

should have been handled more professionally,

according to Football Association board member Sir Dave Richards.

The Premier League chairman was keen to stress that he believes that the FA got the right man, but feels strongly that there was no need to go through the hiring process in such a rush.

"I'm not happy with what's gone on and have told the FA," Richards thundered."What was all the rush about? It was totally unnecessary to contact everybody by phone on Thursday when the contracts weren't finalised until the following afternoon.

This level of business should not be done over the phone. It needs a face-to-face discussion."No one's objecting to Capello - far from it. But it would have made so much more sense to call a board meeting for today, tomorrow or Monday.

"England don't play their next game until February 6, so why the need to do everything in such a mad hurry? It's bizarre. We have the next scheduled board meeting on Thursday, so it wasn't as if there was nothing in the diary.

"Decisions of this magnitude should be made at a board meeting in the right way, so all the detail can be discussed in a calm orderly manner."This is a very important appointment, involving a lot of money and personnel, that should be arrived at via a rigorously proper process.

"I regard myself as a custodian of the game who tries to do his best for the game. If that means walking out of meetings or objecting to conference calls about the England manager's job, then I'll do it."

courtesy of goal.com

Gullit Backs Beckham,

Riles Shearer Speaking to a fans' forum for

Ford's Feel Football programme,

Ruud Gullit shared his in-depth

views on the many sub-plots of the Three Lions' ongoing revolution...

The former Sky pundit, who also played under Capello in the Milan invincibles side of the early 1990s, backs his former boss as the best man for the job. He went on to express his opinions on how things would work best for Don Fabio during his reign as England manager.

One such debate is the contentious issue of the necessity for an Englishman amongst Capello's entourage of Italian coaching staff.

Italian-speaking Englishman and former under-21 coach David Platt emerged as a possibility, as did the much less experienced Portsmouth assisstant Tony Adams.

Strangely, it's the the non-experienced but most popular Alan Shearer who appears to be front-runner for the position, a decision with which Gullit strongly disagrees.

Shearer Could Have Done More For Me

"You must have experience and for me he would be a surprising choice," Gullit said of Shearer.

"Shearer was a good player but I felt he could have done more for me at Newcastle and I actually had an argument with him about it," he said.

"I told him we could play the old way or the new. Alan is a very powerful guy up north and I was seen as the city boy coming up from London telling them what to do."

The former Chelsea manager refused to hold back; hitting out, perhaps deservedly so, at the politics within Newcastle United.

"It was very difficult because to do my work properly I felt I had to change things. Then I saw that I couldn't win this fight, but 10 years later they are struggling in the same position. So I was right," he stated.

"I still think Alan was a good striker but things didn't work out. It didn't help that I arrived after his best friend, Kenny Dalglish, was sacked. I think a more experienced coach should be appointed by England."

A Clever Idea

Gullit had his own ideas about who would work best as Capello's mediator, but it's not an Englishman.

Gianfranco Zola has been linked with the role, as another man who speaks both English and Italian, and who has experience coaching.

"It would be a clever idea," insisted Gullit. "He knows English football and speaks both English and Italian. Gustavo Poyet has been working in a similar way at Spurs and it has worked well.

Zola has worked with the under-21s in Italy so getting him involved would be a smart move."
However, having made the logical decision in the appointment of manager, the FA will most likely be coaxed into making a token sentimental appointment of an English hero to subdue the currently disillusioned fans.

Though their feelings are understandable, surely someone as popular in England as Zola would be appreciated as the right man for the job, but it seems the heart will rule over the head in this matter.

Becks The Best

Now managing LA Galaxy, Gullit has made a statement that might surprise some, in backing his star player to continue with his country, despite the detriment it could cause at club level.

He began, "To play for your country is the best thing that can happen. If he wants it to continue then I will do everything I can to help him. It's up to him - but why not?

"What did everyone say after England played Croatia? They said that Beckham was the best player on the pitch. Everybody knows he is the best player in the squad.

I've seen him playing in our exhibition games and he has been playing out of his skin. I think the period between 28 and 34 are the best years of your career.

"If he goes with the national team then I will have to rest him - otherwise I will not be able to play him at his best. But it would be the same with any other player. You need to recover from a long journey."

Not A Defensive Coach

The Dutch national rounded off with some insight on Capello's managerial style, something England are set to become a lot more familiar with in the coming months.

"He is very demanding and very disciplined," he began. "He will sort out the defensive part of the game. He is not a defensive coach - everyone likes to attack but if you can't defend yourself then what is the point of attacking? You know that if you get him you have a chance of winning something because he has done that everywhere he has been."

As well as debunking the stereotypical 'defensive Italian' stereotype, Gullit went on to emphasise the psychological aspect of Capello's role.

"You need to be able to get inside the players' minds," he said. He will do what is necessary for the squad. He does not care about your reputation, that's for sure. But that's good. I hope some of the England players are worried about that, because it is about the team, not about the individual."

Who he's referring to remains a point of interest, but one thing is for sure, all eyes are on England in the coming months.

courtesy of goal.com

Lampard Admits Arsenal Admiration

Chelsea star Frank Lampard has admitted

that he has been as impressed by Arsenal’s title charge as anyone,

ahead of the mouthwatering clash between

the two city rivals on ‘Grand Slam Sunday’.

The England international midfielder had no problem admitting that the Gunners have been a joy to watch, though he did suggest that their shock defeat at Middlesbrough last week was an indication that they don’t have the quality in depth to maintain such stellar form over the long run."Arsenal deserve all the credit they get because they've been playing fantastic football,” said Lampard. “They've been a great team to watch and I think maybe the reason everyone has been so excited about it is they've caught teams unawares."Everyone knew they had good young players but no one expected them to play so consistently well and score so many goals.

Probably one of our downfalls is that people have been expecting unbelievable things because we've been winning things for the last few years so they don't talk us up so much."But Arsenal deserve all the credit they get this season and we're obviously two teams who play with different styles and that will be one of the fascinating things to see on the day. What's nice for us is that we've narrowed the gap over the last month.

There was a point where we were possibly double figures behind Arsenal with their game in hand and we've put ourselves in a position where we could go level on points."That's a great confidence-booster for us. I think it was inevitable that Arsenal weren't going to keep winning. It's very hard to keep that level up, especially when you go to places like Newcastle and Middlesbrough.

So we're back in the hunt and looking forward to the chance to show what we can do against the top teams."Lampard concluded by insisting that he’d rather face a full-strength Arsenal on Sunday, rather than have the likes of Fabregas, Hleb and Flamini fail late fitness tests."You like to play and test yourself against the best, you don't want people saying afterwards that there were any excuses either way,” he added.

“But maybe it's for them to stay strong without two of their big players. We've had to do that all season and we'll go there without probably the best striker in the world (Drogba)."

surprising how lampard suddenly being nice and slow to arsenal. tsktsktsk.

courtesy of goal.com

my sister and i bought these books simply bcoz we fell in love with them. no...not with men but these three books, people!. initially, i picked 5 books and since we have spent most of our pocket money on something else, we decided to take 3 instead of 5. i love the three of them, unfortunately we are unable to carry all of them in our trip. hopefully, after we come back we can dig in as long as we want (our mum doesnt get along well with our books...*sigh*). we werent expecting of another translated-novel from an award winning japanese author natsuo kirino. but here it is, right on top of my desk (actually under my desk as i put it together with my other precious books). hopefully, it'd be much fun like her previous masterpiece, titled out. cant wait to read them all...i wish i had more time....anyway our trip will take more than 2 hours and i havent had enough sleep so i am currently overdose myself with a glass of breakfast coffee coz it lasts longer than any other coffee ive ever tasted. come to think of it....i need to get my butt off this comfy seat and start accessorized myself....well here we go again...

real madrid coach bernd schuster told media how madrid had lost two world class players (roberto carlos and david beckham) to other clubs and they suffered at the beginning. however, they have been able to pull through and win important matches midway though the season. ive been a real madrid fan for 4 yrs now and i still think there are things mr schuster needs to focus on including his fragile midfielders. they have good midfielders roaming around the center but they are not forming strong bond with each other, thus opponents can easily sneak through pass them without much hassle. plus those midfielders are lacking creativity to support real forwards. there are times they will play a very entertaining football with possesion around the field but it usually doesnt last long. they are very weak when it comes to away games and im sure mr. schuster is very aware of the problem and will address it as soon as possible. are real madrid capable to win champs league? i dont think so. they have so many weaknesses and havent been able to fix the problem in proper manner. however, who am i talking such as that. no one ever predicted greece would have won EURO 04 and i am certainly not capable to read the future. in football, anything can happen.

here is what he has to say...
"Fortunately the team won the League last year. They didn't play well, but they won. Had they not, it would have made things a lot worse because so many wanted immediate success. When I signed, we lost Roberto Carlos, the best left-back in the world, and Beckham, one of the best players along the right flank. They were big shoes to fill in one summer, but we've solved most of our problems throughout the season."

i read an article from telegraph.co.uk and amazed by the fact that there was misunderstanding between capello and becks during their spell at real madrid. capello agrees to exclude becks, under ramon calderons order, from both training and matches after he signs a contract with LA Galaxy. thinking he wont be able to focus on his current duty with the spanish giant after his current contract runs out. both of them are wrong and capello gratefully admits that he has made a terrible decision to leave out a dedicated player for some dubious reasons. becks is included and as other people would say, the rest is history. i was even shocked after reading comments from previous readers. out of 5, there was one person who thinks becks is ronaldinho. he has never been able to run past defenders like lionel messi does simply bcoz he doesnt have pace. he, however, posseses something that messi doesnt have, an inch pass to his teammates on the field. he can make a difference by crossing his famous passing and contribute to a goal like he did when he was with real madrid. he is too, a very dedicated player and compared to his teammates in england, he is by far the most influential player on and off the field. lets hope becks and capello will bring england somewhere instead of nowhere. im goin to post good and bad comment(s) from the readers...here it goes:

Lets hope its just for this one match then otherwise we have ourselves a manager withut a vision for our future.The one thing that did impress me about Capello was how he had no hesitation in dragging the failing and collapsing Beckham off the field when he was bottling that defining madrid match in the way weve become so accustomed to him doing with england.For that match,read englands last 3 quarter-finals or indeed any mtch v a top rate nation where Beckham has always shown himself to be completely out of his depth.The only "quality" hes ever produced is when up against non-professional standard defences who give him time and space.Whenever hes had to go up against a proper team and their quality defencders ala portugal,ala brazil,ala sweden,ala turkey,ala argentina,ala germany,ala france,etc etc etc,hhes been comprehensively found out as the vilently limited and easily containbale nomad he is on the highest stage.
Posted by robbie on December 14, 2007 2:12 PM

Dearest mistaken Robbie - Your knowledge of David Beckham and the game of football is about as good as your spelling. Please stick to your day job. Beckham's contribution to Real Madrid's league success last year was handsomely acknowledged by Capello, the Spanish fans and the many opponents he left trailing in his wake as they surged to victory. When did you last see him on the pitch? Never I would think. Beckham's strength of character on the field of play and his leadership qualities both on an off it get no mention as you dish out the dirt without thinking. Thank goodness you're not a selector.
Posted by ghostwriterpeter on December 14, 2007 3:17 PM

England without David Beckham? He inspires the team, something Terry, Lampard and Gerard cannot do and have never done. Shrewdly, wisely, Capello knows this.
Posted by roberto l tanizaki on December 14, 2007 1:56 PM

i came across this article from goal.com and was actually laughing my heads off. i didnt expect FA would have come clear about their dislike toward john terry after 18 months. he has been acting like a celeb since his stardom with chelsea 3 years ago. abramovich saga has helped chelsea to be where they are today. superstar players such as sheva, joe cole (he was nobody back then), pizarro, etc have become accustomed to fame and glory. JT is someone who is admired by all english fans around the world especially the blues fans. fame comes with price though. JT likes to gamble and when his payroll reaches a hundred thousand of pounds, he becomes a lot more attractive to most ladies and of course, owner of casinos. i dunno why did ste-c picked him out of other england players and stood by his decision even after hearing such news from local tabloids and newspapers. perhaps ste-c himself was seeking a piece of the fame itself. at least, people are realizing what kind of player he is. if let say england future manager, fabio capello decides to stick with JT, i have to bear him in all england matches. its capello decision anyway. becks is supposed to captain england during a friendly match against switzerland on february 08. and it also to commemorate becks 100th caps with england. i think its going to be a fantastic match. although england failed to bid their appearance in EURO 08, i still wanna see becks running and fighting again. anyway, enough talking...dig in people...oo i mean pls read and enjoy....

Terry Desperate To Remain England Captain
John Terry has revealed that he is anxious to hang onto the England armband despite growing speculation that the FA are displeased with his leadership example.

John Terry could be set to lose the England captain's armband under the new manager, thought to be Fabio Capello.

Reports have claimed that the FA are unhappy with Terry - given the role by Steve McClaren - as the figurehead of the team, feeling his constant hounding of referees and irresponsible behaviour off the field sets a bad example to youngsters.

Pressure could be put on the new boss to select someone else, while David Beckham seems certain to skipper the side next time out in what would mark his 100th international cap.

Let Me Keep My Armband!

Terry knows the decision is out of his hands, but pleaded be allowed to continue leading out his country. “The new manager can come in and change things completely. That’s his decision and I fully respect whatever he decides," he said.

“Whoever the new manager is he’ll make the right decision for England — not for John Terry or Steven Gerrard or for anyone. But I want to keep the armband and drive this thing forward. I want to keep my armband and make England successful.”

Chris Williams

i wanna go there
i wanna go with you
in all places we can be
wherever it may be, i'll do
i feel close to you no matter how far you'll go
i always be here
to catch your shadow in the shattered window
waiting for you under the mistletoe
can you hear me too
calling you one and two

i'll be waiting
i'll be waiting
for some unknown answers that keep bounching away...
God please lead me the way...
the way to your eternity
i wanna see you here with me so close to the eye beyond the day surpassing my strength.

there were so many things happened yesterday and i wanted to post my thoughts in our lovable blog but suddenly the internet connection got disconnected midway through, so i decided to post it today although i understand that it will appear 'posted 13 december', i dont mind. i was completely gutted by the fact a marching band from indonesia failed to perform in 1U coz they couldnt make it on time. their bus broken down somewhere in the city and they had to cancel their show immediately. we waited for almost an hour for them but it just didnt happen for us *sigh*. MNG had closed its store in 1U few months ago and replaced by a new boutique called pull and bear. i like it; actually my sister and i wanted to buy something but we ran out of cash after having splashed our pocket money in a bookstore, so we have to wait for another month or so. i found something rather disturbing to my own self. i dont know if i can get out from this dungeon. but someday i will.

signs were lighten during my absence, chose to evade and hid behind huge rock. finding nothing but great longing of presence, left me in a complete shock. hopefully we'll see each other again someday soon, under the same sky bearing a beautiful moon...

(no idea)

yesterday i had so much fun watching two movies that were very-very entertaining. first me and my sister watched the holiday (my mom even liked it). it's been a while since i had so much fun watching a movie without any complains came from my sister.

basically when i've reached certain maturity as a human being, i've also learned new things about relationship, love, friendship, and life. it's amazing how far i've grown up since few years a go. i'm totally open when it comes to learn new positive things in life.

love is a whole package. every single thing that you think are incompatible. before marriage think the fondation has to be very strong. communication, patience, understanding how your partner lives, and the intention should be on the right track.

love has always been complicated. no words can ever explain the true meaning of it, love is love..love will lead to different doors. joy or sorrow it depends on how you embrace every choices. love is something i always believe in since i was a kid.

the second movie was in the mix by usher and emanuelle chiriqui, the pair looked cute together. ha-ha, i enjoyed it very much thank you. usher should consider a movie option especially now that most fans are very annoyed with his last decision.

well, i had so much fun taking pictures..i'm still learning btw..i love flickr, i love the fact that out of hundreds of pics there will always be the best one in the batch. my dad used to have a collection of cameras. awesome..

but unfortunately, he didn't pass it on to us. he gave it to one of his relatives. (GIVE IT BAAACCCKKK!!!!). hopefully i'll have the real camera in the future. i would love to shot pictures like a pro, like sherri for example. she's a pro!

i was going out to pick my mom, i wanted to go to a mall where best donuts served. but the parking lot was FULL, and i had to go home early after my dad asked me about my account. blah, no donuts or even blended beverages..

time to cut myself off from writing too much agenda (ha-ha)

Eisleyian.